raineisloved

Lika Low~

2011-10-14T02:18:00.003+08:00

why does smiling seems so tiring...

Ever had a period of time where by u jus feel low abt everything?
hmm... well..i guess im goin thru tat stage nw..
i wonder why..but jus so suddenly and randomly it came..
haven been having the mood for anything..
all i do everyday is jus slp and do nth...
home have been the only place i am these few days..
0 activities..no club..no drinks..jus ~ SLP~
lika borin lika low..
smile and laughing at work is lika mus have cux need positive vibes to enjoy my work..
but once work ends..once im out of the airport and on a cab..i'll go back to emo mode..
haix..cant shake it off..dunno why..
its like u wanna vent it out by cryin by eatin a gd meal but it jus aint leaving..
ppl around me have been giving me maximum happiness but when alone comes into the pic..
low mood comes..
i jus hope this ends soon..cux i aint happy nor bubbly already..
i hate the current me..
0 confidence 0 smiles..
life sucks.. fml is lika norm..
credits to lesbo..i learn this new word to use~

"LOW "

lika low...
pls end soon lousy mood..
i need to divert my attention like wat vivi said..
i need to do something..
but wat to do?
hmm...
in the mean time..
all i can do is...
wait for it to leave..
emo max...
low max..

gdnitex n im out...

crampy mood....

2011-08-25T23:00:00.000+08:00

been a boring day...
other den recuperating frm ytd nite n stuff..
work was normal..
jus a small hiccup..
which was...lol..nth impt...
well..at least lucky i was fine..
home straight after workk...

i jus dun wanna climb out of my bed...
jus let mi cuddle here pls...

on a side note i was rather happy cux today was gd hair day..
one time twist up and my twist was very nice~ lol...
self-por~

boohoo..no pics cux too ugly scared all ur screen cracked..
off to try to slp...
ps. go away pain..it's already more than 4 hrs le....

爱是一种缘分，
好的缘分需要等待...
＂等＂
好像从未从我的爱情字典消失过...
如果我的爱情注定等待，
那我愿意。
因为我相信爱会找到我:)

ReAct~

2011-08-23T23:58:00.000+08:00

Fun filled day back at STC~
training was even more awesome with the company of batchie jer jer and veron~
met jessica by chance too..
great instructor...fun course~
wat's even better is all my smokin kakhis were at stc!
Ben, Ken and Fiq were all back for other courses too~!

the amt of barangs i brought for training~

my swtie batch girls~

love them~

jie jie jessica~

credits to ken i got my swt pea spray in big size~

after lesson ended..
headed home on bus..
silly mi dozed off and almost missed my stop..
reached home k.o for 1/2 hr..
in the end make bro roy wait..
ps. bro=(
dinner at beach road~ yummy nice foody~
den to marina square for movie~

jk movie full of music~ me like~!
home swt home there after..
so tired..im off to bed~
gdnitex~ <3

it's nt the value of the price but the tots tat count? =X

let the music flow...let the mood flow...

2011-08-22T23:36:00.008+08:00

MONDAY~

a day where all heads off to work~
ur truly was the lazy one..slpin till late in the noon..like 2pm?
whahaha..wat to do..its my off day yeah~

up..CHILLED with lil baby fire all cuddly on the couch with TV~
decided to pay dear aud a visit so..
gt myself all dress down n off to grab yummy fruit tarlets for this pretty babe of mine..

reached her place and great to see her all fine and gd..
lots of catching up abt nonsense and all~
eventually we started to camwhore there after on her lappy~
super not productive but super fun and time killing~

ouch~ recover soon!

meet FLUFFY~

after which headed off for short mini dinner on my own befire deciding to meet mr Delvin up for coffee session..short chill session den off to SIM~
woo..funny why i go there so late..like 10..lol..
went to check some stuff out den off to supper with a friend:)
simple nite..
simple day...
simple all..

think abt the possibility..
gdnitex~

back to where it started...

2011-08-21T23:45:00.001+08:00

im back to bloggin..
cux..decided tat this is the one and only place inwhich my whining could be... =x

(O.o) still as nonsensical???

life have been simple as per normal..
jus tat it was w/o tat special someone..
well..still in search for him..
i have faith he will come..
jus let time tell..
sometimes i wonder...
issit becux of my personality or how i portray myself infront of ppl?
tat gives the impression tat im nt gf calibre which i agree to an extend..
cux i knw im too boyish at times..wahaha..
this i dunno how to change...

infact i quite love this cux at least im nt wishy washy...
but...i still lack the feminine factor?
hmm...ppl say i dumb keep treating ppl gd in all ways and means and nv expecting anything in return..
well i dunno..tat jus runs in my blood? wahaha
becux all i ever wanted was for ppl to be happy..
see them happy i also happy~
so happy them = happy me = happy every body=)

why bother to ask for more when god have been great to have place all the wonderful ppl in my life..my friends~
soooo... in the mean time..wats most impt are my friends..
they shall always be my piority...
as for true love aka bf aka man who i love...
hmm..searching in process..
waiting for him to set foot in tat tiny heart shaped space in my body...
fate shall decide my pathetic love life~
maybe god is givin me chance nw for this time round..
to have a perfect life with friends, love, work and family balancing it out..
striking the balance shall take time..
so..simply to put it...let time tell~
tat 0% confidence doesnt seems to be increasing...
well..i need to build it up..if nt a girl with no confidence shall nv be able to speak up and admit their feelings towards others~
yea~! goal set~! more confidence and faith~ jia you~
gonna head to bed~
gdnitex and ciaoz~

2011-06-22T04:23:00.002+08:00

dubai is so so hot...
in duabi nw with wondeful crew..
spiderweb is addin to my blog but...well...too lazy to update..
more spider webs will jus show how long i haven been updatin to my blog..
kk...update soon...
gdnitex...

where spider webbs starts to accumulate..

2011-02-23T11:25:00.002+08:00

it's been soo sooo long since my last update...
my days nw all goes by date..
there's no monday tues or sat sun...
there's only dates..all becux of flyin..
so far flyin have been gd for mi..
done 3 solo n 2 sny..
had my 1st check n all things are quite well...
ppl i met so far were really helpful..
all willin to impart mi with their wonderful experiences~
i'm doing gd..
i'm doing fine..
all i need to do is stay positive=)
happy shall be my only goal for nw..

ps. pics frm my trips are all uploaded on FB~
i'm out~

hello delhi~

2011-01-16T19:40:00.009+08:00

hello all~
i'm back~
been real busy with training n all~
finally time to take a breathe~

jus came back frm my 1st flt to delhi~
awesome flt i must say~
hahaha...learnt a lot frm my seniors n all..
delhi is not tat bad after all..
let the pics tok den...

tried their pizza hut~

all chicken~ lol~

yummy cheesy garlic bread~ shiok~! i love it~!!!

onion rings with ultra super nice sauce!~

cheesy sausage chicken~

chicken supreme~

say hi to my seniors joan n alan~=)

jer jer~

love her man~

lika busy hardworking-ing~

after this my next flt would be to beijing on tues~
let's jus hope all goes smooth den=)
gtg..
nitex to all<3

sad sob sad...

2010-12-14T23:57:00.002+08:00

cammie is island wide stockless..
omg..
super sad..
super sob..

btw..
decided to shut the other blog down..
cux it defeats the purpose of having it..
cux no one cares abt it's presence..
well..time heals all..
i can jus hope tat time can help to heal the big slash i cut..
n hope for the wound to heal..
nitex

till den~

2010-12-12T23:11:00.000+08:00

updatin tmr~
my blog is borin as ever...
waiting for the cammie to arrive to put more pics in my bloggie~
stay tune tmr~

summary of week again~

2010-11-27T18:51:00.003+08:00

Muahahaha...
i'm getting lazy tat's for sure..
cux my blog post are all cut to the shortest..
mostly pic~
n it's SUMMARIZED~
haha..
training is tiring..
each day i reach home i will k.o...
no time for online...
mostly fb is updated by my bb~
i love my bb~
cux it's so durable~ BLACKBERRY ROCKS~!
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.....

here goes my week~

23rd tues
training as usually fun..
got a random call frm my dear audrey~
met her up for short catch up session at s'goon garden's frolick~
we were both too cui so..jus the pic of our frolick~

24th wed
was gd gd girl..
head home straight after training..
becux i was sick..
so sick...cough, flu, aches..everything..
baby fire became my entertainment..

always acting cute~
this lil rascal jus make mi cant stop loving him~!

25th thurs
before any description on my day~

Happy Bdae BUDDY ALOY~!

so....after training..
headed down to expo to check out the sintex fair with ben, veron and shah~
met john n kor there too..the fair was quite disappointing with nth much there?
left the place..down to nexx to meet vivi, baoman n gene...
down to circuit road for dinner~

prawn~

beansprout

fishy~

fish soup~
vegetarian meal is superb~!
chit chats den bus homie~

26th fri
TGIF~!
slpy we were but still manage to have a fun day with my crazy batchmates~
they nv fail to keep mi entertain~!
doin B49 style~ Fashion show~ runway...mock briefin frm "IFS" Sophian~...wahaha..i jus cant stop laughin..laugh till i keep coughin n coughin..
yes..i have nt recover yet..muahaha..wateva...wat's most happy is everyone had fun~

Ms Gillian~

Ms Evina n Ms Christy~

Khai~

Ms Ellie n Nicholas~

The drunkards Veron n Ellie!

the day did nt jus end like this..
after training..rush home to change den down to sk sports hall for some badminton~
with ben, charmaine, veron, joyce and nicholas~

Charmaine n Nic~

Joyce n Ben

Veron n Charmaine

Joyce n Ben Again~

Nic n Joyce

cui look after badminton~

fun filled sweating session with the B49 HGers n SKers~
we shall plan more of such activities~

after badminton...
back home to rest..shower den down to butter for aloy's bdae celebration~
veron and ellie came along with ellie's friend shermaine...
my girls practically went crazy on the dancefloor~
messy nite~
met soo han, roy, dennis, wayne n suzanne there too~
aloy got super drunk n his friend sent him back while mi and veron cab back tgt~
home swt homie~
k.o

as for today~~~
27th sat~
nuain in bed is ultimate comfort~
call mi lazy pig i dun care~ MUAHAHAHA~

camwhoring~

my noon was spent clearing my untidy room..
arranging my stuff for work..like the bags and sandals..
nw my rm is so neat and tidy~
happy happy~
shall be headin to attend aaron's bdae celebration if i can make it...
den as for my nite..i dunno where to go..muahahha..
ms vivi~! u're my date tonite so u better think of something~!
love love n i'm out of here~!

weeeeeeekkkkkeeennnnddddssss~~~~

2010-11-22T01:51:00.003+08:00

so...
my weekends were spent wonderfully..
as mention in the previous post..
ytd nite was simple yet fun...

met up with my girls..
along with gene, jb, sz and vc...
zouk was super crowded...
boring ttm so we left early..
gene n jb left for home, vc stayed...
while mi bao bao n vivi plus sz headed down to resort to find vivi's cussie~
kopi kor, barnie, jw n marcus were all there too..
i got a lil emotional...but credits to their nonsense and vivi's swt words..
i decided to stop for awhile..giving them a break as well..haha..
home swt homie on cab...
pics all in bao bao's cammie..gotta wait till she upload den..

As for today~
21st nov 2010~
1st of all~!!!!
HAPPY BDAE TO DEAR DEAR HELLO VALERIE~ darling batchy~ hope u've enjoyed ur day yo~

kk..i nua home all the way till evenin den headed out for dinner with mummy and daddy~

yummy soup~

after dinner..daddy dropped mi at bsh..
did my very cui nails..
nw it's all beautiful..
waited for vivi to end work...
got myself a pouch..some mask...
super pampering..lol...
also = big hole in my pocket..i jus hope pay cums fast..
too broke~!
prata hsee with the usuals~

filling~

*fugly*

got myself a super cheap pair of heels too~
$1~
super nice..super cheap..
hahah...
kk..packed my stuff..
mask on..
i'm headin to bed~
before i do so..
here's something nice to show~
mummy found a pic of mi..
apparently...this was the very 1st pic i took after i arrive into this world..
2days after i arrive~

polaroid some more~

swt~ believe or nt..this is me~

xoxo~

nitex~

another short week~

2010-11-20T19:12:00.008+08:00

seems to me..
being busy time sure pass so fast..
jus a blink and another week is over..
short week becux of hari raya~

trainin is still as awesome..
as days pass..more and more bonded we get..

1st up~
13th nov 2010
nites out with eugene, vivi n baoman~
pics are all with bao bao's cammie~
all pics shall be in FB i guess..wait for tat silly girl to tag me~

next up~
14th nov 2010
nails were chipped off..
1st fittin tmr~ so need~
bra..hahah..
met up with val and veron to shop~
after which..they headed off to meet their dates..
while i met up with buddy aloy for dinner..
lots of catch up with this bro of mine man~
dinner at fish and co~

soup

his

mine~

followed by~
15th nov 2010
the day to see my unform~
happy i am to see it..
still a few alterations..but boy..it was beautiful..
haha..i guess tat will be the often used outfit~
due to some restrictions..cant post it online..too bad..
after fitting..off to bugis with charmaine, veron and joyce to settle our uglyly done nails..den off to the awesome curry fish head n chicken wing tat charmaine inro-ed~!
so yummy we didnt chat at all~
jus eat and eat..
met one of charmaine's aunt there and she was so nice to foot out bill for us..my god..we were so shocked..many thanks of cux..

yummy chicken~

sumptous curry assam fish head~! mus try~

and den~
16th nov 2010
final groomin lesson~
awesome~
lesson ended early..
bck to compass point for sake sushi with ben and charmaine~
more jks cracked~ more stuff shared..
super full~!

the ladies~

cannot smile~! if nt got wrinkles n fine lines~!! muaahaha

yo~!

say hi to batch 49/10~
try to spot me~

look at the amt we ate..there were more~!

lesbo~! they have this too~! standard nt as bad as ichiban~!

mr ben~ the jker of our batch~

however~
17th nov 2010
was hari raya~
so...SLP~!!!
muaahahaha..
but got up in the evening to trimm my so difficult to tame helmet hair at town~
results were much love~
back to kovan to meet cussie xuan for hk cafe~
after which to rescue vivi~ n supper at thomson rd~

Last but not least~
FRIDAY~!!!
19th nov 2010
had fun-filled lesson~
ended the day with airport visit~
woo..super interesting...
after which dinner at popeye with the classmates~

everyone busy eatting~

peace~ the ladies~

the slpy bro of mine~

my pretty sexy always in drunkard state gf~ veron~

ok..done with updates~
hello my saturday today~
filled with nth nut rest n tv up till nw..
as for my nite~
shall be happy n fun cux it's meetin up with vivi n bao bao again..
this 2 ah siao nv fails to make mi happy~
off to dinner n prepare..
nitex

2010-11-12T20:39:00.000+08:00

Been so long since i last updated~
been busy busy~
gettin use to the timing still for work~
but i'm so happy cux i have great company with mi..
god is fair~ they take away some stuff frm u but will give it back with something else~ thank god for the great company~
too much to update so i shall let the pics do the tokin~!

last session for B.A.T~
soup @ timbre~

everything with fries~
with the senior batchies and friends b4 training commence~

nails painting session n watami meal~
with val n veron~

happy bdae to ms jesse~
1st groomin lesson~

tat faithful day~
cut cut my beautiful hair short short...

bye bye long hair~

hello short hair~

Rebel with wifey n H~
1st time with the short hair style..

Dinner out with mummy n daddy~

Back to trainin with short hair~
ID making session~

Love my outfit DAY~

love my new top and pants~

meet up session with vivi, baoman, barnie n eugene~
been long since i last saw them~

cutey pie waiting for food!~

12 nov 2010
butter with B49 spells awesome~
i love my girlies~

Charmaine n Val~

Khai and Phian~

ALL in All~
wonderful days spent~
busy but fulfilling~
raine loves simple life..
smile n all worries will be away~
shall leave the emo part some where else~

2010-10-26T23:46:00.004+08:00

finally..
sometime off my studies..
my weekends were simple..

SUNDAY nite was awesome with my batch mates~
met 2 other new batchies..
fun ppl of cux~
dinner @ fish mahanttan market..

simple chilling continue at star bucks~
sophian left 1st..while the others headed over to harris at esplanade..

the ladies had beer~

the "sista" had old sch drink yo~

the nite didnt end there..
dear ms jesse suggested movida..
and we went n continue~
love this bunch of crazy ppl~
training's gonna be fun with them around~

MONDAY was killer~
exams are so screwed..
screw myself~!

as for TODAY..
it's nt as bad...
well..
screwed too..but..
wateva~

self pameperin with KOI~
zero make up~ been lazy lazy to make up for sch~

wat's most impt is the final paper on sat..
kk..off ta bed~
busy day tmr..
study with the rollers..work at nite..
nitex~

2010-10-22T23:42:00.000+08:00

till the day...
jia you...

meanwhile..
studyhard...

2010-10-20T23:20:00.000+08:00

no mood for studies..
thanks to stupid cramps...
pop in pillss..
off to bed..

Dull Tues...

2010-10-19T23:31:00.000+08:00

Home thru out the whole afternoon..
home have becum a place i spend most of my time at..
with no lectures and nt much work..
life is jus simple and homely..

last min decision to head out to meet clare and jasmine..
headed down to bugis for mini shopping session..
ok..i spent again..i bought myself a romper and some accessories..
pamper myself abit? haha..
after which to mac to sit down and chit chat for awhile..
sarah text us so we headed down to indochine clarke quay to look for her..
lots of jks cracked again..full of nonsense i guess..
we laughed till both cheeks were numb and tummy were cracking aching..

yummy cocktail~

yummy fish~

yummy wraps

drop clare off her place den down to the airport to study..
here i am at T3 mac..studyin alone...
lika productive only..
accounts is driving mi crazy..
cramps are giving mi a hard time..
omg..i miss my silly's hugs..
on a side note, randomly leroy drop by for breakfast with mi..haha..cux he also study n couldnt slp..he ride home after tat while i'm still here..
shall wait a few hrs more till the 1st bus is available..
meanwhile..gdnite n swt dreams to those tat is currently in lala land=)

webcammie~

gdnitex n advance gd morning to all~!

2010-10-18T23:27:00.000+08:00

1st things 1st~

Happy bdae to dear cussie jerlyn=) studyhard and stay happy=)

day was spent home..
watching tv..
got out of the hse after shower...
headed down to sarah's place..
help to do some work..
study a lil..
had a sumptious dinner n supper at her place..

say hi to charcoal! leon n sarah's cat~

popiah feast~

my very ugly but yummy popiah~

supper~!

followed by chit chat sessions..
home swt home on a cabby..

lil baby rascal with his lil teddy aslp~ ultimate cuteness~!

ugly face without make up~! =s
off to bed..
nitex..

tc my love, have fun in sydney~

lazy sunday..

2010-10-17T23:39:00.002+08:00

the weather is still being the B****...
hot hot hot~! so hot~!
camped home thru...
mummy and daddy went to paituo..
so i was home with lil rascal~
tv was my only entertainment..
switchin channels and all..
i think the tv might go bonkers one day..with mi..switchin and switchin non-stop..
MUAHAHAHA~!
i dunno why..but my mood today seems all hyper..
maybe becux i knw someone is back safely=)
dinner out with the family~
home swt home..
tmr might be heading out to study but..nt cfm yet..
kk..i needa concentrate..
put my mind off the future job thing and more on my exams~!
rahhs..raine u gotta concentrate~!
off to bed..
slp early! wake up early~
lika healthy lifestyle~
nitex and toodles~

oh~! before i forget~!

Happy bdae to my very pretty gf, Jeanie~! stay pretty and swt always my princess<3

xoxo

Big big sun with lots of haze...

2010-10-16T23:25:00.008+08:00

1st things 1st~

Happy Birthday lil bro..pls grow up and dun be so childish! stop acting lika kid!whahaha~!

the weather is so freakin HOT~!!!
i'm melting...it jus kills the mood of headin out...
stay home saturday...
mummy was asking.."it's a sat nite..why arent u out?"
well..reflecting back..
i guess due to work and all i have been always out ba...
if nt out it would be spent over at d's crib..so..yup..
well oh well..
off to bed..
nitex

xoxo

ps. Private blog is jus for one person..so why bother to ask for the add since it's nt for anyone of u..so stop being all stupid..check out the dictionary if u dunno wat PRIVATE & CONFIDENTIAL meanss...

T.G.I.F~

2010-10-15T23:26:00.001+08:00

i spent my day somewhere thru out..
daddy send mi back home den rush out to meet sha for work..
so sorry babe..so so sorry to make u wait for so long..
work was unusually moody..
becux of the humid weather and becux we both were broke so we skipp cabbin around as pay is nt in yet even though we knw can claim=.=

work ended slightly early so i went over to meet clare and jasmine=)
it's bat day for them too..
acc them to their outlets...
got a msg frm wifey tat she's headinn butter so i excused mysel frm clare side den went to meet her for awhile..
not much drinkin.. lots of dancing for my swt wifey..for mi..it's acc her session so i didnt play as much...plus too many ppl..lucky we inside VIP..
left quite early around 12 plus..
headed back to meet clare and all..cux sarah say boss is at dblo..
LL..went down..sit down and chit chat with lots of gossips abt stuff with sarah, clare and jasmine~
ultimate awesomeness..

more pics to be up on FB!

nw i knw why they say..company is wat that makes the difference..
cux can have the best food best drinks but if the company is nt there..it will still be soo soo...
ok..i'm tired..
off ta bed...
k.o

drama-mama day...

2010-10-14T23:37:00.001+08:00

didnt slp whole nite..
showered den stay awake till it's time to head to sch for lesson..
but dumb dumb mi dozed off while waiting for the washrm cux bro was using it...
so...late for lesson..
but.....funny thing is..
i nv go sch for lesson..
headed somewhere else instead..
there was an emergency..
lucky it was alright..
headed home around 3plus..
clare text to ask if i wanna study tgt..
so..took a shower..grab my notes n out to meet her up at compass point..
sorry to make u wait my dear..
lots of chit chat and nonsense..
looks like we do have lots in common=)
after which train homie~
off ta bed..tmr's gonna be 8.30am lesson again=.=
nitex

startin to love my private space

cux i can jus say wat i wanna say in tat blog..

no need to worry abt anything..

it's jus mi and my own emotions..

deep tots...

n secrets..

not so ladies nite de ladies nite....

2010-10-13T23:29:00.000+08:00

With still insufficient slp..
off to accts class late..
totally bored ttm...
lesson ended..waited for clare and jasmine den we cab down to CQ~
cux it's B.A.T day~
met up with sha while they headed off to their route..
stocks and all were done
as usual time was spent at Chinaone~
clare and jasmine came to join as well after they were done with their route..
sha and jas headed home 1st..
while my dear clare and me headed to butter to do some crowd profiling..
bump gt event soo...we jus see see look look den off we went...
down to sarah's place for quick supper with fiona n bf n sarah n leon n clare n ME~
super nice pasta supper..plus collect uniform for work...

headed down to dblo after which for WORK~! +.+
last min notice..no choice..
tirin nite...
i think i lost my legs during my work jus nw..
wonder if u're out to celebrate ur grad...
hope u enjoy urself..
and yes...i'm SO SO PROUD OF U~!
Congrats on graduation~

Shag-tuesday

2010-10-12T22:19:00.000+08:00

With less den 2 hrs of slp..
all 3 panda got up and prepare to head to sch~
enrolment was totally a waste of time..
i mean for mi is otherwise cux i needa defer?
haha..dunno will approve not but better pls be approved...

after enrolment..stay in sch for lunch and short project meeting again..
den to work~
the job was simple but to tell the truth..
i jus think i was being tortured~!
the welfare of tat company is freakin SUCKISH TTM~!
no dinner already bad..No drinks make it worse..BUT the WORSE WORSE THING IS~!
we're not allowed for our basic human rights...to visit the washroom..OMG!@#$#@
u pay us so freaking low the price as compared to the normal...u expect us to do a gd job for u..but ur welfare sucks big time, wat's worse is we have to take in shit frm u guys..when it's so last min..freaking lame ttm~!

after the job..
left to tpy for my dinner..
finally some food..
with wifey of cux..
den to her place to pick up my stuff den home swt home for mi..
i'm so tired..
i shall go nap awhile..
gonna wake up later around 3 to continue my sch stuff...

pics shall be up on FB and wifey's blog..till i get it i'll post it here again so stay tune for updates~=)
off ta bed..
k.o

missin missin u...very much...tmr's ur big day~

Hectic Monday....

2010-10-11T23:09:00.001+08:00

couldnt really slp last nite..
after 2-3hr of slp..
i got up and prepare for sch...
the weather was so so hot..it jus kills my mood further..
lesson was done by 6.30...
headed to have dinner alone den home to pack up some stuff before headin out to meet wifey again at bugis for fittin..
after fitting...went for hand made ice-cream at haji lane~
yummy yum yum ice cream~
how i wish u were there..
they have ur fav durian flavour..made out of 100% d24 durians...powerpact~!
next time got chance i'll bring u there..

after which to wifey place..
the battle begin..along with suzanne and wifey..
we chiong till 6 plus in the morning...
worst thing is..i gt shit to settle too..
b.a.t report clash tgt with my sch report..
plus my lappy jus keep giving mi prob..
redo and redo..
super pekcek ttm...
well..i'm real tired
i need slp..
jus need tat nic massage session and rest..
tmr still got enrolment exercise...plus work after tat for LG phone launchin..
hopefully the job goes well..
tired..
pic shall all be up on wifey's blog and our fb accts...

The date which all wanna be married..

2010-10-10T23:07:00.000+08:00

it's been busy busy for mi....
haven been having much rest thou...

i cant remember wat i did on wed 06/10 and thurs 07/10
but i think i had sch for both days...

Friday 08/10,
Dinner with the B.a.t babes~
fun fill dinner session with lots of sharing and gossiping=)
wat more to expect when 8 girls gather and meet up=)

after dinner..down with sarah and clare to dblo..PR session=.=
stay to entertain the clients...left after awhile to butter...
more catching up with the clients..totally shag out...
home swt home...

Saturday 09/10,
was bat working day~
after work..rushed off to meet my dear batchies~
clayton gotta leave early so it was girls nite out..
gossips and exchange of excitement for the commencement of our trainin days
initial plans was to head home..but last min headed off to meet clare at butter~
not sucha fun nite..1st thing becux no mood for tat..2nd things 2nd some hiccups ocurred...
headed home with a heavy heart..
slp..slp..

Sunday 10/10/10,
on this special day...
i was home..
only met wifey in the evening for dinner at chomp chomp and dessert~
saw wifey's tag on fb..
i wonder too..why werent i married today or engage today..
with u..
haha..silly as i am..but i do wanna have a family soon cux i dun wan my kids to be too far the age gap frm mi=)
tired..
swt dreams and off ta bed..

sickling cat...

2010-10-05T23:40:00.000+08:00

was suppose to go to sch for lessons and meeting..
raine was too sick..
whole body achin..
my god..i feel like a old lady=(

met up with sha early for dinner..
work as usually simple..

nth much for today..
tmr i mus go sch for meeting..
lesson also! no more slacking!

jus a side note...
hmm..i had a dream..
very nice one..till i dun wanna wake up..
i saw the future i pictured..
hmm..felt so real..
can i ask to be trap inside?
hmm..can this be my permanent dream?
let it be my dream for tonite too..
off ta bed~
gdnitex..
swt dreams pls cum back to me=)

It's boring monday again...

2010-10-04T23:35:00.001+08:00

boring monday as usuall...
still~!!! before i start~

happy bdae to dear daddy~ love you~ ♥

anyway...it was so bored i think i almost went bonkers while switchin channels on the TV~
SO~!!!!
i decided to meet my so long nv meet sec sch mates for dinner~
after dinner..caught "the other guy" @ cine~
i think i almost laugh my tummy out..
nonsense but funny..totally cranky~
go catch it~!

after movie..
mac for supper den home swt home...
tmr's gonna be sch, project and work..
off ta bed..
nitex~

ps.
lots of ???
some guidance pls...

family day~

2010-10-03T23:30:00.000+08:00

slpt my way thru~
call mi slpy head i dun care...

headed out to dinner with the tang family~
pre-celebration for daddy's bdae~
dinner at taste paradise @ fac area...
simple and happy family dinner~

too hungry..so snap a pic after eating~!

(daddy was askin where is D..hmm...jus said he was busy~)

simeple and swt family dinner~! me like!
after dinner off to kovan for some family shoppin~
home swt homie~

bdae guy completely shag out~!

simple day~
more of family dinner to cum...
cux it's oct..where all the bdae cum..
daddy's den to bro den mummy~
happy bdae to daddy~~!!!!
kk..off tat bed..
gdnitex♥

Call mi slpyhead~

2010-10-02T23:30:00.001+08:00

Pics shall be up on FB~ cux it's with dear wifey~

slp~ slp~ slp~
i bet this hobby of mine shall nv be replaced by anything else~
muahahaha...
got up only around 4 plus..
gt prepared den headed out to pick aud up den to tpy for dinner with my lovelies~

Pizza hut on the menu~
with hunnie cal and beng around..there's bound to be lots of fun and nonsense~
so the hot topic was all abt.........NS~ =.=
they were totally engross in it...like..really in it..lol..
so after dinner..
we started to discuss abt our plan..
cux there was no plan..so it was a last min plan..
lol..okok..confusin..so jus simply to put it..
last min decision was made to crash the clubs..
lala, beng and aud didnt join..
so the 6 warriors were..me, wifey, H, hunnie, mel and mel's bro~

powerhsee...
fun part was the texting part..cux apparently i oso dunno wat i texting..lol..
mel join in and eventually it went on for like 5 to 10mins..haha
after which..dancefloor thruout the nite...dancin became a tiring thing for mi..
less den 20mins den i headed out frm the dancefloor to camp in the toilet..
lol..den to the outside bar to sit down for some ice water..lol..
ok..age is catching up on mi to the extent i jus feel tired abt clubbin..lol
left the place early cux all were tired...
home swt homie..

如果乎远乎近的洒脱是你要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活
如果乎冷乎热的温柔是你的借口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过

到底这感觉谁对谁错
我已经不想追求
越是在乎的人越是猜不透

u might be cold, might seems hostile..but i believe deep
down u're nt...
cux the warmth is there..maybe u can say i'm stupid n naive abt
my thinkin...
but i trust my instincts...

TGIF~

2010-10-01T23:09:00.000+08:00

macecons test was demoralizing...
well..still..lesson continue as per normal after tat..

lomo effect using W's iphone 4~ nice~! me like~♥

after class..decided to head for work since..
initial plans were somehow forgotten..hmm..
still..met sha for work..
thou there was some hiccups in the midst but still we ended simply=)

after work...sha headed down to home club to continue her assignment..
while me? i met up with my dear clare and acc her team to alcova for her work..
met sharky there too den did i knw he was workin actually..lol..
den to five too..all done with her job den we drop by butter fac to meet her friend for a short 10-20mins..off she went to supper with the bf..
as for mi...i headed down to zouk~
met up with desmond and sam...these guys were awesome big bro=)
suzanne came with the bf n friend too...e,j and a too=)
oh~ oh~ not forgettin my dearies gillian, annabelle and agnes=)
still...
the nite was nt so fun...with all the weird army guys around..
i basically jus sat down at des table and chit chat thru out..
after club...headed off for breakfast with e,j and a..simple mac breakfast..
home swt homie on a cab..
off ta bed..
nitex

the weather describes my mood...

2010-09-30T23:51:00.001+08:00

headed to sch for project meeting..
den headed to lesson...

eye bags are out...so fugly...=(

lesson was super boring and dry so my grpy decided to leave..
left sch early..headed down to braddell to study..
macroecon test tmr..
luckx to mi den...

ps.

D,
i wonder if u still remember wat's on for tmr...
i wonder how u're doing..if u're ok..
i wonder if u're tired..
i wonder if u'll need tat massage session...
i wonder if u knw i miss u..
i wonder if u miss mi...

stop dreamin raine~!

off ta bed..
slp slp~ nitex

working ladies nite~

2010-09-29T23:48:00.004+08:00

Lesson was cancelled cux lecturer daniel was nt well..
hmm..tc lotx ya dear lecturer~

so..raine gotta catch up with her slp again..
but maybe a lil too much cux she still feel tired despite long hrs of slp...
OH~! on a lighter note~
MARY called~! haha..apparently she called all my darling future batch-ies=)
we're cfm for SIA~ super happy~!

ok..so...got prepare and headed out to work @ dblo~

worked with pretty fiona~

purple uniform again~

F1 post party was so so...erm...yup..no comments..
after work..headed down to phuture to find gillian darling and all..
been long since i saw her..nv really play last nite but no doubt i enjoyed myself..
cux i got to have some time spend with my girlies~
met ms christina, mayne, cash and herbert there too..
tiring nite...
gonna head off to bed..
tmr got project meeting..
nitex world..

D is touching down in a few hrs time?
hmm..dunno wat time but still..hope he have a safe flight..
hope he like the fragrance..yup..
cant get enuff of ur smell...

slpy head~

2010-09-28T23:58:00.004+08:00

ultimately nice tues for mi..
i slpt for a gd total of 14hrs...
all the tiredness..shag feelin..
3/4 gone~!
1/4 left for mi to slp it off tonite for sure~
showered den out to work..
ms natalie joined us too~
sha was a lil crazy but well..
if it's nt den i dun think it'll be so fun to hang out with her~!
okok...i'm crazy too...(jus in case she whine abt mi being more crazy~)

this is how an iphone look like when it's broken..omg~

after work..got a subway sandwich munch it up den on a cab..
home swt homie~

D's overseas in mel..bet it nice over there..
n i suddenly really hate J & J..ultimately disgusted by their fakeness..
no comments..
gonna head to bed..
tmr's lesson might be cancel = sometime to study for test..
work @ nite too..
gonna be meetin my dear clare~!
off ta bed..nitex~

我为什么那么爱你, 爱到什么都说可以
发誓绝不做的事情, 现在做的不想放弃
爱情到底让人脆弱还是让人坚定
我用尽最后的力气, 从头到尾都没有哭泣...

我为什么那么爱你-张惠妹

Slpy Mon~

2010-09-27T23:27:00.001+08:00

SUPER LACK OF SLP~!

missed my lesson @ sch..
i totally missed my alarm clock cux i was too soundly aslp...
shocked awake by a tot at 8.20, "MEDICAL CHECK UP"
rush to prepare den out i headed to train down to town..
met miss Veron on the train..
check up was "interesting"
met jie si by chance too cux she was working..
still..check up was over and done with..
hopefully all of us pass this final final stage and becum batch mates~!
on a side note, while on the way to lunch...the wind was so heavily blowing till the tree snapped and fell..lucky no one was walking pass..omg..

lunch with them at a jap restuarant in paragon~
yummy and fillin..
veron left 1st while i stayed with swt val and handsome korkor clayton~
canele for gossips~ hahaa..

C's dessert~

peach italian soda~

went on separate ways after the coffee chat..
i decided to head down to b again..
i dunno why..i jus did..
bought some necessity..
den bus home on 87...
i jus k.o on the bus..
too tired..
reach compass pt..
hunnie cal called to chit chat!
jess was on the line too..
told them the gd news~
plannin to meet up this weekend maybe..
cux they will be out on thurs~ awesome~!
bought kfc home..
eat, watch tv...
shower..nw..i really..wanna...K.O~!
nitex ppl~!

HAPPY BDAE MY DEAR WIFEY~! LOVE U DEEP DEEP TTM~!

my darling future batchmates~ LET's all WAIT for tat call..once received~! let's
all cum out for dinner again to celebrate officially~!!!

PS. to D-darling,
knw u're flying to mel tmr morning..
hope u'll take care and enjoy ur tour around there~
drink lots of water..
i'll continue my misses..
jia you n enjoy ur flight~!
love u ♥

*hugs & kisses*

FINALS~!

2010-09-26T23:08:00.001+08:00

got an sms in the mornin, D touch down early~!
he liked my mission~
at the same time he send his regards for my interview..
wishing mi luck and all..
it was the final management round of interview~
nervous as i was..stress as i was..i was glad to meet nice ppl..
veronica babe was with mi thru out~
happy to say great job to all of us for having done well at the interview~!
finally..after few more rounds of interview we got in~
so...apparently..nw we are guessing..most prob we will see one another at STC den~
hahaa...nw is only left with medical..pass den training's gonna start~
i'm so happy and glad that i did it...well at least i knw i did my best and i'm rewarded with the best results..
credits to D for his tips too..

after the long wait for all paperwork to be done...
decided to have lunch with the babes~
rebecca, my future senior joined us too~
coffee club ftws~
gobble the food down den rush to padang~

work work work~
final day of F1...
with one thing less for thinkin..
i was in a super happy and bubbly mood~!
so work was awesome today...
was suppose to work till 7 but den last min flyer there nt enuff ppl so i headed down to help out~
met my girls suzanne and sharmaine there~ love the 2 swties ttm~
along with areyn, sharon, eve, iris, amanda pang, dawn and etc~
4 hrs of workin..bye bye to sarah den rush back to my darling claire @ dblo booth in zone 4~
lots of fun cheersing for the hard work for all 3 days~
supper with darling claire @ spize~
yummy food..randoms chit chats...
home swt homie with claire~
all pics shall be up on FB after tat siao char bo get's done with uploading~!
tmr's medical check up...
off tat bed..
nitex~

F1 day 2~

2010-09-25T22:44:00.000+08:00

DAY 2 was worst~!

draining to the brain juice and physically tiring frm ytd's work...
i headed down to hyatt for the SIA interview...
super shaky..super nervous..STRESS TTM~
many rounds and the thrill gets higher and higher as we pass the stages..
boy i'm glad veronica was with mi~
my teammate frm round 1 up till the end~
happy..pass all the rounds on the 1st day~
tmr's gonna be the final management round..scary~!

after which..headed down to work...
busy busy as ever..FULL SHIFT = Feet gone~
but lucky for the fun grp of staff..i had a great time~=)
work ended..headed down to b for a mission..
as tired as i was..i still wanted very much to complete this special mission...
with the remaining % of my energy level..i completed my swt task..
satisfying...slpy and shag but still i feel swt~ cux i think it's worth it~!

in a few hrs time it will be day break..
u'll be back..
hope to see how ur facial reaction will be like when u see this special arrangement...
still..yup...
hmm...missin tat warm chest...
pls cum back safely..
kk...off to bed..
tmr's gonna be final round~
mus be in gd shape..
best of luck to me~!
nitex

BUSY BUZZY DAY~

2010-09-24T23:48:00.000+08:00

long day indeed..
mornin..headin down to get my boots..
den to somerset to trim my ugly eye brows~
followed by rushing to lucky plaza for passport photo-takin...
last stop~

CITY HALL~
work work work~
sharmaine was my partner for the day along with beverly~
happy and simple job..
tirin becux of standin long hrs in boots..
but still..it was fun~!
with all the cars runnin on the track..
it brings back the times where all my RP lovelies work at the 1st F1 event..
wao~~ sound effect of irritation=)

Sharmaine~

purple uniform~

after work ended..
train homie..
i'm so tired..
tmr is yet another super long day..
full shift for mi~! becux nt enuff ppl to work..
well..i look more forward to sun...
cux D will be back~
i dunno wat time but i'm jus happy..
wonder how's his stay overseas?
i miss him..
off ta bed..
nitex

one day tour around SG~!

2010-09-23T23:33:00.001+08:00

round and round singapore~
went to so many places today...
NE,E,W,Central..lol..
lesson was so bored..i ciao early..
headed to town to meet tian~
mani pedi session~
super long since i pamper myself~
since i jus got my pay...i shall indulge~

simple nude color becux of interview~

awesome french for feet~

after all done..my babe rushed home cux she gt lesson at 7..
didnt get the chance to snap a pic with her...
while i headed to change some stuff..
den down to ps to pass some stuff...
den off to clarke quay to meet sha for work~
work was super onz~
after work..cabbin home...
currently..i'm plannin for tmr..and worrying for sat..
goodness...i jus hope things goes as planned...
schedule is packed ttm for tmr and sat~!

tmr is all abt gettin my boots frm paya lebar so tat work can wear..
followed by eye brow trimming...den to take pic~
den to pray pray~ den final stop...
to work~!

AS for sat~
major event day~
morning gt interview~
afternoon work..
evening got meeting..
best la..at this rate i think by sun i will be half dead..
well..this is F1..normal..hahah..
kk..i'm headin to bed..
packed all my stuff...
nitex to my bloggie perps~!

D's flying tmr..
jus hope tat things goes smooth for him..
i believe he will do a great job..
mean while do tc on board and overseas..
shall wait for u to be back..
i'll miss u lots..
tc..
♥ love ♥

how long more?

2010-09-22T23:08:00.001+08:00

today was jus as simple..
project meetin before class...
lecture was simply filled with jks credit to daniel, our lecturer~
lesson ended..hop onto a bus..
eventually almost got lost..lucky my bb is still with batt if nt..i think gg..
got to ikea tamp to walk around..alone
hmm...the feelin was weird..
but still acceptable?
lol..becux it's like more normal for a grp of friends to go shop there,
family to go tgt and couples to go walk walk see see swt swt...
still...i jus browsed around at the designs of the rooms and all..
had my dinner there too..simple yet filling..
bus home there after..

hmm..jus wonderin how long do i have to wait?
haha..still..stayin alone/single physically doesnt mean mentally i'm alone=)
cux i knw deep down in my heart, tat someone hasnt moved out yet..
instead i think i locked it up..i dun wan u to leave...
stay in there foreva pls...

you said

‎"its always better to be late than sorry"

u hope to see tat it's proven to exist...
wat if i say i'm showin u tat it exist but waiting for u to make it happened?
i'm waiting for tat....
i mean i'm slow n dumb n late in doing stuff..
but it's better den nt doing anything..
i promised wat i promised, might have been late but look at mi nw..
how different am i?
i'm still waiting..nt letting go...
i wont..i'll grip and hold on tight..
i believe one fine day..u will let down tat high wall u set...
to mi and let mi enter tat red lil "hut" ♥ of urs to stay permanently...

off tat bed..packed schedule tmr..
needa buy boots, go sch lesson..but best part is~!
i'm meetin ms tian tian tmr~! manicure session~
n work at nite with sha cux weekends i have work commitments=)
nite nitex...

tiring tues...

2010-09-21T23:54:00.001+08:00

woke up only at 3 in the afternoon..
too tired frm ytd's studyin..
showered n prepare..

out to town to meet sha for work~

work was as per normally fine..
jus very bored cux suddenly all quite restless....

after work headed down to new asia bar for an advance bdae celebration~
jus pop by to pass mr E his present, stay for cut cake session den home swt home~

beautiful view~

the bdae boy~ (advance bdae)

act cute~!

after which..home to take the passport and off to m'sia for late nite supper~
yummy food~ fun company..

lok lok~

too tired i k.o on the car..lol
home swt homie...

jus when i tot i was real tired..wanted to really tokku..
the shower woke mi up..nw super awake=.=
tmr got meetin for project..
i dun wanna be late so brain~!
pls hibernate soon if nt tmr i scared i cant wake up on time..
off ta try to k.o..
nitex~

monday~ monday~ monday~

2010-09-21T23:03:00.000+08:00

sch in the mornin @ 8.30am..
i was freaking late becux of the jam at adams rd=.=
after lesson ended..
hop onto bus 61 and dwn to vivo..
was suppose to alight..but den tot vivo nth much so might as well..
go BUGIS~
headed down to bugis to shop alone~
bought some stuff as well as my concealer~ haha
walk around...waste time..
hop onto bus 80~
back to sk..
headed home to rest...
till around 8 plus senior K came to pick mi up to collect my cheque..
lol..cux i noob...dunno where is the new office~
but still thanks for the ride senior~
after which supper at midnite curry with the rest of my sec sch seniors~
loads of nonsense and catchin up...
home swt homie~
couldnt slp despite wakin up so early for lesson..
suddenly, msg came, buddy John ask to go study..
so..packed my stuff and out i head to HG to study~

i look so fugly~!

a medium coke and lots of notes~

macroecons is killin mi~
study till 5 plus den walk home~
coolin mornin..with lots of stars..
haha..so long since i saw my starry friends~
home n k.o~

slackish sunday~

2010-09-19T23:19:00.000+08:00

was home whole day..
bathing my lil rascal n doing my own stuff..
met up with cussie xuan for dinner at HG mall...
lots of talkin..
i jus cant describe how cute my cussie is..
love her ttm~!
cussie xuan~ hind my advice~ jus go for it..dun wait and miss this gd chance k!
she was real nice to acc mi for soccer match too..
MAN U vs Liverpool
imagine the coffeshop bein full n pack..no seats..
we stand thru the match..haha...
only took a break at the bus stop durin half time..lol..
match was thrilling..i almost tot will draw~ lucky for berbatov~
3-2..MAN U won~
after which...walk her home den i continue to walk myself home..
reach home i was like feelin hungry again..
i think my big appetite is cuming back..
hello fats~! cum back soon~lol...
i think i'm the only girl tat loves fats nw..cux i too bone-y?
whip up a sumptious supper..
maggie noodle with egg and luncheon meat~
lika shiok only..
kk..after the meal..i'm feeling so full..
i'm gettin slpy..
i'm heading to bed~

so happy~ D told mi he scored for his match today~
even though he said he thinks he nv really perform well..
but..to mi he did his best~
gd luck to his exams tmr..
jia you~! u can do it~!

off to bed..nitex

hectic saturday~~~

2010-09-18T23:11:00.001+08:00

day was spent home nua-in...
nite was busy busy~
met up with rollers for suzanne's bdae at silk club..
simple party..
hope the bdae girl enjoy herself~!
happy bdae suzanne~ love you~
party was shifted to phuture..
had a great time with my babes, wifey n sarah nt forgettin Leroy,Fredrick,Hyde and sarah's friends on the dance floor..
nt much dancing..but looking at how happy and all smiles my babes were i was affected positively as well=)
met E and Z there by chance too..
but they left early..
met H by chance there too..
but yup..well..
after party..all headed home..
tired tired..
off ta bed...

all pics shall most likely be up on FB~
cux all in wifey's cammie..
my cammie is down..i need a new one!
wifey's having busy weekend..shall have to wait den..
nitex to all..i'm headin to bed~

AWESOME FRIDAY~!

2010-09-17T23:23:00.004+08:00

I had an awesome friday~
woke up all early and was late for lesson yet again..
reason...ACCIDENT AGAIN~!
i dunno i suay or wat..2 days in a row..
one accident on each day and both on buses..both on the way to sch..
damn sian~!

still..after lesson...
headed to submit my assignment!
Yeah~! test over..assignment handed in..
time for a relax weekend before resuming on my study for my 1st oct test and interview on sat...

was suppose to meet buddy aloy for lunch...
last min he couldnt book out..but lucky for mi..
cussie bryan and jace asked mi out for early dinner=)
meet up was awesome~
after dinner..rush home to change den out to work...
work was simple..with sha sha all high abt B..
tat silly girl is simply too swt..
after work..was suppose to meet ms audiwee..but last min..cancelled...
headed to subway den to D's place..
simple catching up..i was so tired i dozed off..
only till mornin den i got up..
home swt home there after..
tonite's gonna be a busy nite~
meetin the rollers for suzanne's bdae at silk..
den meetin cussie xuan n ez n maybe aud...
long nite..gonna go take a short nap..
toodles..

A brand new day~ being complicated~!

2010-09-16T23:55:00.002+08:00

woke up a few times frm my slp last nite...
becux of continuous nitemare...
till alarm clock rang i oso dunno..
rush to prepare den off to sch to take my marketing test..
bad day indeed cux half way thru the journey..
my bus got into an accident...
lorry bang the bus backside...
haix...already runnin late still like tat..totally suay~!
lucky bus hard enuff if nt i think..cfm i will feel pain somewhere =p

so..uncle apologized and ask us get off to wait for next bus=(
when i reach sch..too late..test started..haix..LL no choice..
looks like i shall have to go get an MC n appeal for this test den..
so waited for all of them to be done..
in the end all pontannnn...all say wanna relax so after test we went off..
wifey promise to go kbox-in with mi..
so we went to cine~!
2 hrs of screamin into mics..
all the emo songs n our fav songs..
ok we both love emo chinese songs can?
pics and video shall be posted on fb or updated on blog once i received it frm wifey~

sing sang sung till 5 left the place..
rush back to wifey's place..she gotta grab some stuff, change den out to work for her..while for mi..i headed down to s'goon north, my old place to get my MC~
long time since i'm back at this place..lots of childhood memories..
after doc..headed to HG mall to meet cussie xuan~
so long nv see her le..she cut her hair and she look so much more mature nw..
neater and swter of cux~
lots of chit chat and catching up..
after which walk her home den i bus back home..
long day..tiring..lots of stuff..
assignment is finally done and ready for submission tmr..
i dunno if i do correctly but hopefully..
off for some tuition-ing on my interview den..
nitex

bet D had a long day at work too..
rest well...
i miss D.

thankful for the results..thankful to have my wife!

2010-09-15T23:04:00.000+08:00

cum to a compromise...
cum to an end...
new start..
hope things sail smooth...
shall nt ask for more..
jus hope to find those feelings back..
i dun wanna stand alone..
i jus wan this new start to be new...
no more nonsense n emo..
put myself up...
get ready n prepare for all the challenges ahead..
interview..here i cum..
i'm gonna do my best..
practice n more practice...

1st thing 1st..
back to my test..
focus...marketing test~!
wifey jus promised mi tmr we're gonna sing our hearts out..
we're gonna go out like before..i love my wife~!

compromised...

2010-09-15T22:37:00.006+08:00

每当我想靠近你总会装冷静
眼看你的表情仿佛已经说明
我只想要证明我们这段爱情
也许在你眼里它只是个游戏
我只想要靠近也很想要抱紧
会想到那过去和现在新的你
我还想要参与你的生活点滴
只要你肯相信
我一定会陪你走下去

as the blogpost continues....

2010-09-13T23:05:00.003+08:00

part 2~
saw ur new schedule for next month which i guess it's oct..
i suddenly have the tot to turn into mini pocket size...
so tat u can bring mi with u...den we wont be apart for too long...
i wanna see wat u see, feel wat u feel, share wat u experience...
i dun wanna miss a part or any parts of ur life no more cux i've already missed the early parts...

it's been days since we tok..
no reply for text i wonder how u're doing?
u said we could still meet up..we could still chat but why do i feel as if all this were jus sayings n no action...
are u still confused? can i be given back my status..
can i remain as ur baobei n darling?
can i nt leave u..can we start all over again?
can there be a second chance???
lots of Q to asked..lots of doubts to clear..
lots of waiting...
sometimes..waiting is nt tat bad..after all..i get to still be complicatedly involved..n not out...yup...

quotes for today...

Just don't give up
I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in
I won't let you down
It messed me up,
Need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around

tmr's gonna be a stay home day...
work at nite...
sha i need some happy pills frm u again...
nitex

silly act...

2010-09-13T17:44:00.004+08:00

Long day out…

Lesson was alrite..
jus tat I totally no mood after I knew my results to my test for macroecons…
I blackout my brain half way thru the test..sad enuff…I flunk…haix…
Was hoping tat at least I get a pass but den…looks like I jus have to buck up for the next cumin one on the 1st of oct….

Had lunch alone at hougang mall’s pastamania…
kill time there till it was around 2plus den I left to Clarke quay as usual to collect the stocks…
Done n bus down to aljunied to collect my cheque but company shift today…
No choice only can go back after the 18th…waste my time..totally…

After which…I dunno why..i jus suddenly felt like going loitering around…hoping to see if fate bring us to bum into each other..or should I say..i tot of camping there to see if u’ll pass by by chance..silly tat is but..haha…I jus find it happy to do so…even though chances are slim but still..jus wanna be tat silly lil girl to try…using the old sch stalking stalker method=p
apparently, lady luck is nt on my side...no sight of u walking pass...
well...

I miss the days..meetin u up after ur work..shopping while waiting for u at the interchange~ u sayin u will fly to me so tat I dun have to wait too long..tat hug and smelling…while waiting for the macik to be done with the malay cakes u bought outside the bakery…the holding hands back to ur place and swt chit chats on how the day went for each of us…

My days feels empty without u…
No naggin frm u feels weird…
No stories frm work or soccer frm u feels weird…
No meetin up lovey dovey session feels ultimately weird~
WEIRD! WEIRD! WEIRD! WEIRD! WEIRD~!
No u = no happy mi…

Everyone reminisces the past…but I wish I stay permanently in the past, 2mths ago…I rather I stay there happily n swtly with u…no worries abt sch starting, work commencing…jus u n mi…n of cux our happy times~

Gonna finish my mac n head home nw…
Better be a gd girl…
Blog again later…
raine is out
xoxo

with love, my promise..

2010-09-12T23:24:00.003+08:00

你明白吗
只想在你的身边
我没有勇气没有力气
真的无法离你而去
你明白吗
只想在你的身边
你的身边说爱你

i wanna stick to u..
like a sticky gum..thru bad or for worse..
I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart,
you...Who holds my heart...
not gonna give up on u..
nv will...i promise..
till the day i die...

i love ladies catch up session!

2010-09-12T19:31:00.006+08:00

sat:
home slacking whole day..
my nite was spend awesomely..
with ms audiwee~ audrey~
lebar to chill..sing sang sung...
lots of singing..it's been long since i enjoyed myself screaming into the mic~

supper at ruichun~
home swt home..

sun:
slping sunday..
catch back all my rest...
d: looks like u had a fun filled nite at butter last nite too..
great to see tat happy smile..
bet u enjoyed urself with ur colleague=)
anyway..after tat chat tat nite, i gave it some tots n tok to a few ppl..
including my mum n ms audiwee..
i think i'm gonna go try..
i hope i can do well n gt in..so tat i can help out financially to my family..
yup..so..i bet all experience ppl~ pass mi all ur experience..cux i'm gonna need it~

kk..gonna go rest..
tmr's gonna be 8.30 lesson~
i'm gonna workhard..pay cum soon~!
cammie is going gone soon~!

happy hari raya to all my malay perps~

2010-09-10T23:46:00.005+08:00

work was great as usual with sha~
we met many nice ppl today~
oh boy..i jus found out how nice helipad is..
nice place to chill with great scenery n cool breeze..

beautiful scenery frm helipad

how i wish u were there with mi...
we shall go sometime tgt..

done with work..
rush home on cabby to take car n out i went to return a favor..
even though it was jus a simple chat session..
but i was really content..cux i still feel the love..
all i can say is..i'm jus outside ur door, the door to ur heart...
i'll be waiting, waitin for tat door to open fully for mi to enter...
off to bed..tmr's gonna be assignment day..
nitex

hari raya eve...

2010-09-09T23:47:00.004+08:00

sch was boring..credits to patricia n her boring teaching style...
after lesson down to ps for quick dinner..
clap clap for myself cux i finished a big bowl of yong tau foo soup..
off to meet sha for work..
lucky all oulets were super co-operative today..
stock check was smooth..
trainin was fun..great staff today = awesome easy job done...
work usuall ends great at chinaone~
with great n fun loving staff...lika big family=)
cab home after work..
bath n couldnt slp...

ytd @timbre~

hmmm...
my life..
have been topsy turvy indeed..
but one thing is for sure...
i still hav u inside my heart..permanent...
tat hug tat nite became my motivator..
ur scent jus lingers...i try my best to nt forget the warmth n scent..
i dun wanna forget it...i wanna keep it..
if i can i wish to keep it with mi..forever...
i miss u..really do..
seeing u affected emotionally, makes mi feel so helpless..
i wanna be there..be the one,
be ur sandbag to rant at when u're pissed..
be ur pillow when u need to hug something...
be ur one to talk to when feelin stress or down..
confuse u might be...let mi be ur guiding light...
let mi clear ur messy route..
jus let mi stay with u...

how long can i keep this fake smile..till the day i get u back den will i smile more naturally..

silly i might sound but i actually dun mind all things ur colleague brought up..
cux all i need is just for u to let me be by ur side..
i love u and i will nv change..
Long weekend ahead..
which was supposed to be spent with u..
snugglin in bed..
slping over..
late nite supper @ 511..
nonsense chit chat topics...
massage sessions..
lovey dovey session..
i miss them all~!!!

enuff of emo tok..
gotta try to head to slp..
tmr's gonna work again..
dear elysha/sha sha...grow strong!
cheer up tgt with mi..
see u in a while~

gdnitex bloggie<3

silence....

2010-09-06T23:49:00.001+08:00

it's been a long day....
suddenly for today..
in class...a tot strike mi...
suddenly i dun feel like studyin no more..
i dun have the feel for studies..
my god...i dunno why but this tot jus surfaced n stay thru out my lecture...

the injury frm my fall is getting bad...
big big baduku with scratches...
makes walkin alil sore...

after lesson ended...
bus down to bsh with wifey to meet cussie song...
it's been ages since we last met up...
he said i look different...skinny ttm...
he too look skinny but he's is becux of exercise...
mine..shall nt mention it...
toastbox for our 1st meal...

laksa n mee siam

hot drinks to warm tummy in this chilly weather...

after which off to shop around..
it's been sometime since i last shopped...
got some accessories frm diva..
train n bus home there after...

to wifey: i uds and knw u meant well for mi...i knw i gt u frustrated..sorry...but sometimes..somethings is worth being stubborn for? i mean i'm taking my chance seriously nw..
one more time to work hard for myself...so tat when i look back in future..i wont leave to regret cux i did all i can for this...yup...i knw u love mi n wan the best for mi..but i guess this is wat i wan n i will nt regret..i dun ask for u to support mi...but at least jus stand by me..jus have to be there n i knw u will be...love u n smile more too...let's smile tgt=)

to darling: i haven heard anything frm u since after we met...i wonder how are things for u...ur test i'm sure u did well...more to cum i guess...study hard den...this is wat ur dream is, so jia you n work towards ur goal..jus wan u to knw i'll always be here, giving u my support...dun tired urself out too much...tc...

off to bed..
tmr's gonna head back to sch for project..
toodles

happy weekend=)

2010-09-05T23:06:00.002+08:00

my very 1st happy weekend..
after sometime of emo-in...

well...
for sat...
headed down to bugis to acc mummy buy some necessities...
mummy bought mi a backpack~ easy for mi to carry heavy textbk to sch...
den after which..mummy headed home while i head down to orchard to meet darling=)

he was with his colleague ash, nice n funny guy...
acc them to walk around..shopping for their cabin n cargo bags, shoes...
darling finally got his s95=) fidget with it for sometime..nice cammie..mine shall be change soon once i have the $$$...
met tian by chance too with kj...
lil catch up session..den separate ways we went..
the guys headed back to collect their bags den they cab home...
while i bus to tpy, pass cal stuff..chit chat awhile den home swt home...
clumsy mi was being followed by ah neh...scared tat i was! i jus walk faster n faster till..nv see where i walk and fell..heck care abt my injury n jus run straight to the lift...

ouch...

rest for around 1.5hrs den i'm out again to fetch daddy off work..

still remember the days where darling will be busy with game, i will drop by with the car n some koi for awhile before headin to fetch dad home...yup..
even though it was a short meetin but boy i'm glad i got to see u...
many days of antagonizing mood n finally i feel all better...

sunday which is today was a much simpler one...
asked mummy to acc mi down to comex to buy my netbk n harddisk..

the place was madness..crowded with ppl..we didnt went upstairs..
jus gt wateva i need at the mini fair area on lvl 1...
after which den to mountbatten for dinner...
when has it becum a torture to be eatin for mi..i was struggling to finish a plate of rice in which last time i could easily ate 2...
gotta feed myself more becux silly doesnt like mi too skinny...
gotta grow fat~

although for today it's back to silence...
i'm lucky to have mummy to jk n make mi smile...

my very pretty mummy(she ask mi to write tat)

starin at my phone..keepin it close...waitin..jus for tat one msg..
my motivation..well...one step at a time..at least it's better den previous days?
i hope i hadnt lost u too far away..
i'll try to catch up frm where i fell..
i promise..

nitex

day 9...

2010-09-03T23:04:00.001+08:00

i jus wish for a holiday...
i jus hope to go on a holiday with u...
jus u and mi and a beautiful vacation...
forget abt all frustration n stress...jus relax and enjoy couple holiday...
i keep havin this strong feel tat things will work out eventually...
it's jus whether or nt u're willing to try..
i mean i've already gone all out to grab hold of u..
all i need is jus for u to give it a try and hold onto mi once again..
the future i painted when we 1st started...
i see us loving each other till the day we grow old n die..

u told mi off a few time for my benefit...
all becux u cared abt mi, u wanted mi to be mature n sensible...
u've ask mi many "if"s and "why"s before sayin it for real becux u also still harbour some hope for mi...
hoping tat my change for nw will be permanent....
u can say all these are assumptions but den again, to mi i feel happy abt it...
cux thru tat i showed u my determination, i wan u to knw how impt u are to mi, how my priority list came to be topsy turvy and big changes happened...
u said u knw mi and ur character are nt the same..tat is also an assumption...
we have lots of things in common..we eat soft dun eat hard, we both are stubborn, we both love each other till madness but controls n try nt to show it all out in case the other party take it for granted, we both cares alot of each other in terms of fallin sick takin med n we both are proud to show n tell others abt each other presence oso afraid of losing one another we guard our status by tryin to clarify and promisin tat no others can cum between us and we will only love each other, tgt forever.

i had a bad start becux i tot playin unreasonable would make u love mi more, guess the wrong move was made...i'm really sorry...i can say as many sorrys to u if u wan mi to..i can even write a 100 sorrys jus to show u how sincerely sorry i am...but nw, i knw wat i wan, i jus wan to be with u, love u, dote on u, pamper u n make u happy. i maybe be a rookie to the things tat i am doing now but i'm sure i'll do so much better with more practices...all i need is jus a chance tat's all..the reason why we drifted is becux u've been busy with work while i've been busy with sch starting n all..n our consecutive everyday meet up sessions are all burnt out..lesser meetings=(
becux of tat when we dunno how the other half spent the day, speculation starts, eventually friction cums in den argument broke out...i admit i have nt been a perfectly gd gf, but i'm changin for the better nw...learnin how to really be a gd gf...i dun need u to be rich, smart or anything, i jus need u to accept me and my love and love mi back..even if it's nt wholeheartedly i accept too cux it's still loving mi...

i knw it's impossible to go back to where we started but..we can always start all over again..frm knwin each other more...time n effort are ur concern feeling it's unfair to mi but i dun care n dun mind cux i jus wanna shower u with wat i have...i dun need anything in return...this is really i swear the very 1st time i'm so determine abt my feelings...i swear it with all my heart...

i love u, no one else can replace u in my heart..
be it 10 yrs down the road or even longer...
sounds so exaggerating but it's wat i have in my tots for days...
i see my future painted with u in it...
tat's all i knw...
i believe in miracles...
i believe god had sent u as a gift to me..
for havin been hurt so many times before...
this is the only time tat god had given mi my true one...
tat is u...D

nitex

mixed feelings...

2010-09-02T23:11:00.001+08:00

day 8...

woke up super early at 7..hopin to study the notes and get it fixed in my brain..
still..becux of fever..i couldnt concentrate..
i jus think there goes my HD again....
didnt really have the mood for the whole day becux of flu..
eventually fever subsized..but still moodless...
till when it was at 6pm while i was walking home...suddenly this sms came and my big smile stayed hangin on my face thru out the evening...

but...
hmm...actually i have mix feelings...
when i told u abt the incident in sch...i was hoping for some care or something but den i jus got straight forward and direct feedback, saying why did i tell u all tat n u're nt at all frustrated over the matter becux u dun really wanna care, totally ur style...i mean i uds tat this is the consequence tat i have to face for being stubborn..n indeed after we hung up i was quite sad n moodless...
but den again..i suddenly tot to myself, if u didnt care u wouldnt have told mi all the stuff..if u werent worry u wouldnt have sound so irritated and frustrated..hmm..den i felt better...but tat could also be a misuds-in frm my side becux it might be like wat u said..it's jus a friend kind of thing..

i'm sorry if i disappointed u again...i'm always calling u silly..in fact i should be labelled as the silly and dumb one..i knw i started out late, i knw u're startin to lose faith in mi or maybe had already lose long ago but den to mi, u can say i think too much or wat but i jus think tat u are all out to wanna push mi away frm u by sayin things tat are neg, giving mi cold shoulders n all..but the nature u is not like this..i knw it! u're nt tat kind of person, stop making urself look like tat kind of person, u're nt~! and u nv will..

ur joy and happiness cums frm SIA, ur job nw, as for mine, it cums frm u, when i see u happy, i feel happy too..call mi stupid or dumb, i jus knw tat this person here is a fantastic guy and all i wan is for him to be happy....n most imptly i'm glad i got to be part of his life, lovin him with all my heart n changing for him...

i'm headin to bed..
tmr got lesson at 3.30...
nitex world...

我寂寞寂寞就好
这时候谁都别来安慰拥抱
就让我一个人去痛到
受不了伤到快疯掉
死不了就还好....

day 7

2010-09-01T23:04:00.002+08:00

I disappeared for 24hrs becux i was busy on a mission...

plus my stupid body is starting to show signs of falling sick...

so..expected...for today fever shot up to 38.3 in the mornin...

after k-in all my notes for acc...

the test for today was alrite although i'm afraid tat my HD is no more there cux i miscalculated somethings..

after lesson ended off to see a doc...

mummy tot i was with silly so she was quite alrite and didnt nag much...

doc gave mi lots of med...n the bill burnt a big hole in my pocket...

all pay pls cum in asap so tat i can cover my lost...

had another long chat with silly...

i knw i sound so unreasonable and silly jus nw..but i jus cant help it..cux i only knw tat i wanna protect something dear to mi...i dun wish to lose it..

my stand is firm and clear...u knw wat i wan n wat i need...

cux...."I want nobody nobody but u~! i wan nobody nobody but u!!@#$%$#"

haha...silly it may sound..u can call mi dumb, stupid or silly but i jus wanna do wat i should do and wll do~

long day tmr with test at 12 den after lesson got few hrs to rest before working cux fri sha couldnt make it so shift till tmr work..i jus hope i can tahan...the most fri den rest...

took all med..

off to bed..tmr gotta be up at 7 to study...

nitex

9.......

2010-08-30T23:16:00.001+08:00

day 5...
had the bestest dream and i didnt wanna wake up..
it felt so real...i wanna stay in it n nv wake up...
but..all have to face reality...so...
woke up early despite slping at 6...
i cant slp back...so might as well get out of bed..
headed to sch to print some papers...
after which...down to paya lebar to meet classmates for study session...

everyone is muggin..only he's enjoyin ice cream....

everyone left around 6 plus 7 while i stayed and continue alone...
i envy them...how i wish i could do the same..
leave to meet bf or gf for dinner..
but for nw i dun have tat privilege i guess...
studied till 9 plus 10 den train to bedok to change bus...

to darling D :
frm ur fb i knw u're still recoverin frm ur cough..pls take gd care of urself..
if u fall sick i will too...cux i will worry n fall sick...so darling pls stay healthy...drink lots of water...
i dunno how's work for u but i hope it's fine..i pray tat it'll be smooth for u till graduation n to ur 1st flight in sept...

without u by my side i found how fragile i am..
sorry for always acting stubborn..
u jus wanted to protect mi..i took it for granted n even jk abt it after ndp ..
so sorry my love...hope tat u can concentrate well n do ur best for work..
i'll jus be here waiting...waiting for all things to be done..wait for u to be ready to put trust in me again...i'll be waiting...nv give up~!

off to bed..

10 days and countin down...

2010-08-29T23:15:00.000+08:00

4th day....

my mood was still as moodless...

on a happy note..at least today i gt more response on sms side...

was watchin soccer at mac while studyin...

brings back the memories...

frm at the start i knw nth much abt soccer till nw..a lil more knwledge on tat...

u influenced mi and got mi to love this sport that u love alot and was proud of all along...

i miss world cup times...

stayovers and late nite matches with u in bed...

coachin mi on wat "offside" was..who the players were...

making silly side bets on who will win the match...

i really miss those times...

after match supper at 511 market...

i really miss the times...

it's been studyin n more studyin...

as promised to nt be affected for studies...

wed is my test n i really hope to see u, hug u, kiss u before my test...

i believe i will do super well if i get to do all tat...

at least i'll be more confident with ur back up support...

but...i cant ask for tat nw i guess..

i wonder if u've totally recovered frm ur fever n cough...

i hope tat u stay healthy...stress free...but i guess u set a benchmark for urself to hit so there is certain level of pressure on u...

24/7 i'm standby by my phone..waiting for ur call or sms or replies..

they act as my motivation to study nw...

i really miss u alot...

tmr shall be studyin session again but in the noon..

studyin out with classmates

off to bed..

enuff rest den will i be able to control and concentrate better...

nitex

我不是你想像总是扮演坚强
多想让你知道我也要个伴
放下讨厌武装像个孩子一样
单纯的把爱情放在你心上
我不是你想像的那麽勇敢

11days more...

2010-08-28T23:11:00.001+08:00

3rd day..

i'm dying....
mummy and dady doesnt knw abt wat's happenin...
actin as if nth happened is tired...
pretendin to be fine...
forcin myself to eat...
nt wantin them to worry...
still...when all day cums to an end..
when i'm in my room alone...
or out on the streets strollin...
as long as i'm alone...tots starts flooding in....
i hope tat there is a time machine...
bring mi back to the past...so tat i can prevent all stupid things i've done frm happenin..
so tat i wont screw things up....

i keep thinkin to myself...
other than waiting wat else can i do...
been thinkin abt poppin Questions to u like..
can we start all over again?
can we give both of us a chance to start anew?
give it one last chance to make it work?
so that there is no regret...cux at least we tried....
i even tot...if i say i'm dyin...will u cum back to me?
funny tots of endin my life...gettin injured also came floodin in...
i knw it's silly but i cant help it...
studyin hard as promised but by a certain point of time..concentration would be much affected by my tots...
the uneasy feelin lingers...
the insecure feelin surrounds...
one thing for sure...
i'm determine to hold on all the way...
i dun wanna give up...n i will nt!

tmr is the 1st sun without u...
usually my sun is simplified...
filled with u...soccer n snuggling session at ur place...
suddenly i dunno wat i can do tmr...
most imptly i dun feel like doing anything...
i jus wanna lie down and think abt u...
i miss u..really...
i've nv missed a person tat much before..
i hate to emo..but i cant help it...
i miss u lots..love u as much or maybe more than before...
i jus wanna be the one...
the one tat will always be there for u...
i wanna be forever urs...
like our 1st mth gift says..together forever...

off to dream abt u..
do cum into my dreams tonite..
love...
nitex

2nd day...12more days to go...

2010-08-28T05:18:00.002+08:00

it's the 2nd day...

totally lifeless...

i think i look like zombie?

met up with sha for work..

work keeps my mind occupied..

still..during short periods..my mind still wonders...

after work..off to study...

till nw den i'm back home...

i knw n uds ur concerns but still...

u haven let mi try how u knw i cant do it?

who can gurantee abt things in the future?

i dunno abt the future..

i only knw tat i am determine to do it..n i will achieve tat...

i jus need a green light...

of all things i promised..i guess only the studies part is on track...

as for health...i failed my promise..cux i think fever is here tgt with sore throat...

food wise..my appetite jus isnt gd..jus surviving with water or liquid stuff...

i knw this has to be change...i'm tryin but my worries n all..jus ends up with only lil food consumed..i'll still try...

gonna head to bed...

it's a sat..very 1st sat without u...

i really miss u alot...

我要的只是你在我身边.........

heavy heart....

2010-08-26T23:24:00.002+08:00

went to sch with a heavy heart...
couldn't concentrate at all...
it jus keeps runnin thru my mind...

2 weeks..
but jus the 1st day...
1st day i fluster...
i really dunno how it will be for the rest of the 13 days to cum...

hoping for it to turn for the better...
like i promised...
i will study hard...stay healthy and eat healthy...
but...this heavy heart is affecting mi ttm...

i regret my feedback..
i need this 13days to pass soon..
i wish time pass faster..
i jus knw tat all i ever wanted..
was jus to stay by ur side...

i jus pray tat for these remainin days...
no other someone to affect ur decision...
pls dun have a change of heart..
gotta try to head to bed..
more studyin session tmr plus work...
nitex

2010-08-25T23:53:00.000+08:00

title:我怀念的
artist:孙燕姿

我问为什么那女孩传简讯给我
而你为什么不解释低着头沉默
我该相信你很爱我不愿意敷衍我
还是明白你已不想挽回什么
想问为什么我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕真相太赤裸裸
但被逼失去难受

我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起做梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手最暖的胸口
谁记得
谁忘了

想问为什么我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕真相太赤裸裸
但被逼失去难受

我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起做梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手最暖的胸口

谁忘了
我怀念的是无言感动
我怀念的是绝对炙热
我怀念的是你很激动
求我原谅抱得我都痛
我记得你在背后也记得我颤抖着
记得感觉汹涌最美的烟火最长的相拥

谁爱的太自由
睡过头太远了
谁要走我的心
谁忘了那就是承诺
谁自顾自里走
谁忘了看着我
谁让爱变沉重
谁忘了要给你温柔
(我怀念的)

我还有想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手最暖的胸口
我放手
我让座
假洒脱
谁懂我多么不舍得
太爱了所以我
没有对没有错

call mi silly HEAD~!

2010-08-24T23:49:00.001+08:00

i slpt all the way till like 4pm in the afternoon..

nt becux i wan it..but i jus coma...
apparently, silly or should i say dumb mi...
anyhow take medication last nite...
mummy say i was lucky to have jus slp it thru...
if nt i think i should be in the hospital by nw...

well..
since my day started so late....
i nv got to study...
shower..gt prepared den out i went to work..
met up with ms sha..sorry babe..always make u wait...
so..work was fine..
i almost black out..lucky i brought my water out and sha was with mi..
if nt...yup..

fugly look...

so..safely home...gonna head to bed..
3.30pm lesson..
relax only~
nitex

and my bad day continues..lucky it ended nice...

2010-08-23T23:07:00.002+08:00

0 pics still...

too ugly to take pics for nw...

anyway...

previous post i was sayin how unlucky i was...

today~! i mean today it cont~!

late for lessons...nvm..

followed by bringin the wrong notes to class....nvm...

bad luck ultimatima falls as rain...while i was walkin home frm the bus stop outside=.=

drench like a water duck~!

end product?

raine falls sick...

down with flu...

arghh~~ lucky thing is last min shoot for tmr postpone so...

i still have time to nurse tat flu back to normal...

lucky thing was...my day ended nicely..nt badly cux silly n mi had a heart to heart tok..

lots of stuff mentioned..

baby, i love these heart to heart sharing session..

u make mi feel so loved...

i believe i got to knw more n uds more...

kk...enuff of mushy stuff...

so no shoot tmr = more rest

but work is still on tmr evening~

meetin ms sha~ loving my partner to the bits~!

we share lots of things yo~

since morning i free...i shall dedicate the time for studyin...

anyone wanna join mi????

med is taking effect..

i'm feelin drowsy...

hands starting to tremble..

i'm headin off to bed...

gdnitex~

"self-contradiction"-.-

2010-08-23T04:09:00.002+08:00

one moment i was saying...

in previous post tat FML should exit my life...

next min in this post this 3 alpha will be appearin again...

seriously...FML~!

i really do nt knw why when things seems fine and under control...

other bad things jus cums following...

my day started in a slpy manner..

it ended with shit..

i almost roll down a flight of stairs...

i sprain my foot...

even still i gotta walk home in tat pair of heels and the minor sprain foot...

why am i so unlucky...

i think it's jus down on my luck...

all my life..it's been like this?

i would really like to ask god..

when? when will it be my turn to enjoy some gd luck..

some gd deals..when will it be my turn...

haven i queue long enuff?.

i knw i'm whinin..

it's irritating..

but seriously who on earth dun whine abt their life..

i bet everyone does...

jus whether it's verbal or written only...

i'm havin insomnia..

my hands are trembling credits to the medication i took for flu...

my eyes are sore frm the lack of slp and crying sessions...

i seriously i dun even knw why i'm cryin for..

basically..i think it's lame to be emo but...i emo..

so i emo = i lame...

rubbish post..

jus venting the rubbish out off mi...

only less den 2hrs to slp..

pls..god bless mi for tmr lessons...

0830...gd luck...

2010-08-22T03:26:00.002+08:00

i knw i haven been bloggin still as promise..

but due to lappy's strike i couldnt even go online at all...

internet explorer nt updated and stuff...

jus my bad luck den...

time to reformat and update it..

need some help~!

anyone willing to help mi pls.....

life's been busy since sch started...

i'm happy and satisfied with wat is surrounding mi...

great bunch of sch mates, grp mates...

having silly with mi is a plus pt~

i'm having happy life..

gd life...

so i shld stop whining...

stop FML-in..

cux...i jus need to be happy..

and i am happy...

off to bed...

nitex

2010-08-17T23:45:00.000+08:00

i've been lazy plus busy~!!!

blog is full of dust and webs...

i promise to blog starting frm tmr nite=)

too tired n i'm off ta bed...

nitex~

2010-08-04T23:07:00.000+08:00

Longest yet most interesting day for the week~
got to sch all early for my 1st 8.30am lesson..
trust mi! it's super "hypnotic"
glad tat i manage to survive thru tat 3hrs without dozin off~

after lesson..
off to lunch at bukit timah market with the rollers~
lots of chit chats with topics running around..."nutrition"
3 alphabets to describe out convo...L.O.L~

after lunch we decided to head down to town for some coffee~
H joined us too..
super nice to drive us there...

COFFEEBEANSSS~!!!

continue with chit chat...
after which some went off while...
me, zanne, wifey and h shop and walk around...
left the place to wifey's crib...
gt some stuff..camwhored~

out again we went fforrr....
GOLF~
even though i didnt get to play much but...
this sport is interesting...=)
lots to learn still~ more sessions to cum~
wanton mee for dinner~
home swt home on cabby~
dead tired~!
shall k.o
nitex

PICTURE-LIMITED~

2010-08-03T23:59:00.001+08:00

2nd day of my sch...
was of cux well spent with accounts~
more info on topic = more ???
i'm still trying my best to get use to the lecture system..
which is totally different frm rp's pbl...
rollers were awesome cux we sat tgt..
credits to the bookin of seats by my fellow team mates~

3hrs of lecture ended..
train with suzanne...
alight @bedok to meet bf...
KFC yum yum~
after which..home to collect some stuff..
off to bf's crib..
tmr's gonna be an early...DAY~
8.30am lesson..
god bless mi..
hopefully i dun slp in class..
need lots of candy~!!!
nitex..i'm off to bed~

weee...i jus bought my housing for bb~ FERRARI YELLOW SPELLS SWEEEE~!!!!!

1st day of sch...

2010-08-02T23:43:00.002+08:00

Full of ??? ?_?

rollers were awesome~
after sch rollers got tgt to print notes~
left sch with wifey~
H was nice to send us back to tpy~
koi~~ chicken rice = nice~

after which to popular to shop for some stationaries..
home swt home on a bus..
tired tired...
off ta bed~ sch tmr again~

Chilly Sunday...

2010-08-01T23:35:00.001+08:00

the weather today was super great for.....
SLPING!
piggy mi snuggle in bed till late...
all the way till silly got mi up at 2plus..
quick lunch and out to cab..
drop silly off at tamp mall while i head home to drop my stuff...
shower and out i head again to tamp mall..
met up with silly for movie~

DESPICABLE ME! 3D

my fav~ MINIONS & AGNES~

lika finally i get to watch this show~
i love lil agnes and the army of cute lil minions~!!!
after movie..ajisen for dinner~
shop shop shop...and i bought a bag~ wee...
kk..gtg...
tmr's sch day 1~
needa slp..dun wanna look like panda~ nitex!

sch camp spells = AWESOME~

2010-07-31T23:53:00.001+08:00

even though me, suzanne and wifey gotta leave early for work...
but..i mus say..we did enjoy ourselves alot at the camp~
cheering, laughing and enjoying our time playing games tgt~
proud of HIGH ROLLERS~
most imptly proud to be part of the team~
with great OGLs, Khai, AmS and Ritz~
Awesome day~

if nt for the last min call for work..
i doubt the 3 of us would have left campsite..
haha..lika loyal only...
well..worked with my 3 swties..
simple...
silly was nice to pick mi up..
back to his crib..
k.o~

nitex

something to share~

2010-07-30T23:07:00.002+08:00

came upon this poem on some website,

found it very meaningful...

here goes :

If I could have just one wish,

I would wish to wake up everyday

to the sound of your breath on my neck,

the warmth of your lips on my cheek,

the touch of your fingers on my skin,

and the feel of your heart beating with mine...

Knowing that I could never find that feeling

with anyone other than you.

- Courtney Kuchta -

camp is on tmr..

shall blog abt it on sun~

sat is burnt for camp..

off to bed..

gotta report at 8.30 in sch~

nitex

SCREWED UP!

2010-07-29T23:30:00.001+08:00

well..my day was screwed...

misuds-ing & assumptions are F*** ups~!!!

had a heart to heart tok with mummy jus now..

she cleared parts of my tots..

she said..if i dun make it this time..

i shall have to be patience and wait..till i'm like 30?

well..i dunno t believe or not..

but of cux i wouldnt wan to screw up further...

i jus hope i'll stop screwing things up..

i forgot my cammie @ home...=(

2010-07-28T23:17:00.001+08:00

no cammie = no pretty pics...
miss the chance to take pic with my pretty partner for the day~

well.......
castin went well..
simple and fun i guess...
hopefully i get the job~

after casting..rush down to KPO for work~
worked with cassandra~
fun workin environment!
met sh there by chance~
i enjoyed my nite workin with cassandra babe~
we share the same common song tat goes on repeat mode for umpteen times!

after work..share cab with her to silly's place...
overnite!
off to bed..gotta be up early tmr to leave his place with him for work~!
nitex~!

2010-07-27T23:18:00.000+08:00

my slping hrs are all messed up~!
sch is starting next week...
gosh! i need to change this bad bad habit of slping late~!

met up with tian @ the airport~
becux of work...borrowed boots frm her~
after which back to bedok to meet silly...
home swt home on a bus after silly dozed off...

it's 5am in the mornin...
i'm still nt aslp..
piling tots...
i cant be bothered anymore...
castin and work tmr..
needa try to slp...
outxxx

monday is blue...

2010-07-26T23:13:00.001+08:00

monday spells blue for me..
cux it was stay home monday~
home cook dinner is love..
simple..full...lol..
2 bowls of rice = very nice dinner~

nth to blog...
hmm...
let's tok abt something else...
tok abt myself?
hahah...read a blogpost by cussie xuan...
find it interesting..so..i shall copy it alil..
oopz..=p

10 randoms fact abt mi...~~
1) hates capsicum
2) loves to sing
3) loves to explore new things
4) enjoy meeting new friends~
5) am a playful rascal
6) always poking noses into others business~
7) loves being pampered
8) hates being taught wat to do~!
9) easily contented
10) ms anything

rahhsss...
after listing all of this..
i only have one tot..
this is bull shit~
hahah..wateva...
it's my blog..i can write wateva i like~ i like~
call mi bimbo~ i dun care~
hahaha...off for more tv...
nitex

Sunday = meltin sundae?

2010-07-25T23:56:00.000+08:00

woke up early in the mornin..
feeling the heat~
the sun is so hot~
packed and head home while bf headed off to soccer session~

my regular sundays nw always includes..
watchin bf's soccer session...
but for today due to capacity prob, i didnt go~
so..while walkin to the train station...
silly n me were discussin wat is best done for such weather~
frm tannin to swimming and all den suddenly,
mr silly came up with the oldest fashion answer~
"to dry ur clothings~"
tat silly sure knws how to make my day~

rest of my evening was spent home on the couch...
with lots of tissues cux apparently, ur's truly gt flu tat lead to severe migraine=(
regardless of how sick i was..i still need dinner so i headed out to compass to grab some KFC~
god knws wat happen...suddenly..big down pour~
ur's truly came out empty handed..no umbrella..
one thing gd and lucky was there is shelter to my block..
bad thing is..these shelter basically have no use at all..
cux i still came back wet frm top to toe=(
took a hot bath straight..spelling "shiok"
rascal sticked to mi lika baby..cux this lil naughty is afraid of thunder and lightnings~
kk...off to bed i guess..
tmr's monday~
which spells....

"monday blues"

orh~ wat am i to do tmr....BORING~!!!!

simple yet fulfilling...

2010-07-24T22:00:00.003+08:00

simple sat..
up lika early to the hair salon with silly~
trimmed away my bad ends...
off for some fish soup as lunch~
back home to rest...

last min decision to go for movie~
bought the tics for late noon...
shop around while waitin for the time to be up~
co-incidentally we met his ex and colleague by chance~
credits to my "zhai" six sense~
haha..lika pro only~

OLD COW VS TENDER GRASS~

all i can say is...
it's definitely a comedy~
stupid one indeed~
after movie...grab some old chang kee
home swt home~

When boredom takes over....

2010-07-23T23:29:00.001+08:00

boring day for mi...
jus bum-ming around...
online..tv and lil rascal...
totally nt productive...

so...i decided to some more "healthy"~
i cooked myself a mushroom meal for lunch~
campbell mushroom soup with mushroom omelette~

my lunch~

my evenin was spent...
bum-ming around too~
shower and packed...
headed over to bf's crib to continue my bum-ming session~
totally nt productive...

i love my top~

make up- less~

here i am in his room...
finally doin something more productive~bloggin~=)
kk..gotta head to bed...

slp is best remedy to kill boredom~
nitex~!

i love my bf ttm~!!!

2010-07-22T15:27:00.000+08:00

jus like wat the title suggest~
i'm so in love with my silly~!

before i start...i shall make 2 post into 1~
so..let's start with ytd~

WED 21st july 2010 :
been a moody day for mi...
till...darling clear that bubble for mi...
i'm so happy now...
and for sure i'm glad i made the rite choice...
thanks silly~!

in order to cheer mi up further he agreed to bring mi out for ladies nite~

my handsome silly~!

phuture with his bro and friends~
met gillian there by chance~
annabelle and carol too~
it's been so long since we met up...
fun fill nite..
not so much on dancing..more on catching up and bottling drinks~
silly was really nice and swt..he total let mi enjoy myself=)
met sh,kp and den at members before leaving with silly back to his crib..
k.o rite after shower~

THURS 22nd july 2010 :
as for today~
silly headed out to trainin as per normal while piggy mi continue to slp in bed~
woke up only at noon...
change and headed home...
bath lil rascal, fed it full and out i rush for casting @dbo~
met suzanne up too...
saw sab, and mich there too~
casting ended..off to paya lebar to meet wifey up~
my vainpot wife wanted to do lashes so...
acc her tgt with suzanne~
stay with lesbo wifey till she was done...
cux last min nv go meet gillian up..
sorry babe...meet up soon..
suzanne left earl cux bf came to pick her up...
train to tpy for our all time fav chicken rice~
lots of chit chat...
weird ppl cumin to be funny~
walk wifey half way home~
board my bus and home swt home~

heading off to bed..
tmr is fri...
hmm...wat shall i do...
BORING~!!!!

2010-07-20T18:09:00.000+08:00

woke up all early in the morning~
off to bishan to meet wifey~
bus down to SIM~

enrolment exercise was done tgt with my future classmates~
full lecture theatre of ppl~
many familiar faces~
after all paperwork were done..
off for photo takin session for our student card...
i swear i look so fat in the pic =(
still...walk around exploring while considering abt orientation camp...
some hiccups in the midst of exploring but..wateva~
final decision was made...
i'm going to camp with wifey and suzanne~!

after all things settled..
say bye bye to suzanne
lunch was with wifey and P
P brought us to straits cafe @ hotel rendevous~
yummy buffet~!
pics shall tell~

the napshots..

the award winning laksa

camwhore~

i love my wifey~

after which P dropped wifey and me at my place..
while H pick wifey off..
i headed home~
baobei silly texted and out i rush to downtown east to get movie tics...
inception is not really tat gd..
boring movie..
messy plot..
lol..ok..i dunno how to appreciate such movie~
after movie~
bus back to his crib..watch tv, tok cock sing song...
bus home there after..

before i go to slp~

happy 2mths my love~

2010-07-19T22:27:00.006+08:00

received bbm early in the morning...
ms jojo needed help..
since i'm free so...
i helped out~!

worked for breadtalk~
went frm north point to causeway point den to amk hub~
fun working environment~
with zhan hong and mr xiang~ hahaha...
cute outfit~
i'm dress as a pork floss bun~ hahahah...
lots of stares of cux~

my super cute outfit~

ok..i'm vain~ so wat~!

the fun guys that i worked with~

thanks for the company and "protection"

after work...

bus home~
mummy cooked yummy dinner~
tired tired~
wanna go slp le~
tmr it's orientation day @ SIM~
needa meet wifey~
SIM HERE WE CUM~!!!

2010-07-18T22:26:00.000+08:00

my beautiful sun was spent....
watching D play soccer and sittin at the saloon...
new hair~
happy mi~
wee~
love love love~

2010-07-17T23:52:00.010+08:00

great day spent with 2 of my love~!

met up with wifey at vivo...
acc her to an event for paul and joe~
Cafe del mar is the spot yo~!
credits to lesbo wifey, i got the chance to enjoy del mar~
she was one of the contestant~
make up event filled with pretty babes~
met sam by coincidence there too...
lots of nonsense jks cracked with him and his colleagues=)
shall let the pics tell u more~

schedule for the day~

relax and chill~

wifey came in 1st~

paul and joe miss sahara 2010

after which cab down to ECP to meet darling for cycling session~
wee...swt swt sio~
couple bike for us..
cycle cycle go lovey dovey~

act cute~

love u~

hungry tummys growling...
Seafood was on the menu~
hawker @ ecp is best~
satay beehoon is totally loved! *darling queued super long jus for tat one plate of satay beehoon~*

the long queue satay beehoon~

dinner done den off to my place..grab some stuff..
den back to his crib for stayover~
k.o while watching lame ghost movie~

2010-07-16T23:30:00.002+08:00

simple day spent home...
simple nite chat with parents..
off ta bed..tmr shall be a new day~

nitex

jus pen-ning down some of my tots...

day 2 of nt meeting...

i miss u alot...

i miss ur hug...

i miss ur kisses...

i miss ur swt tokin...

i miss u calling mi baobei in the swt tone...

i miss ur everything...

i dunno how things turn out ugly...

i guess nobody wanted all this...

u might think i sound contradicting...

i think i am contradicting myself too...

argh...wateva it is...

i jus wanna say i miss u...

and i'm sorry for wat i did...

i dunno how long it will take...

but a promise is a promise...

i will do my best to fulfil and correct the wrong...

but...likewise i wish that u will not compare..or should i say convert mi into her...

i jus wanna be mi...

be the happy Lorraine that u 1st knw...

be as natural and not change into something that is not mi at all...

hope u uds...

i love u...

2010-07-15T23:38:00.000+08:00

it's been some time since i last blogged..
10days i guess...

life's been simple for mi..
many ups and downs of cux..
well..everyday seems like a fairy tale to mi..
swt and simple..
yes..bickering and arguements do arises at times but..
still..we end up gettin even more loving after each time..
haha..enuff of all the lovey dovey stuff...

since it was the 1st day nt meetin d,
i decided to clear up some stuff..
goin thru..keep all the stuff..
memories float...
i cant help but think back..the last 3 yrs..
many things happen and i guess they happened for a reason..
i dun regret my choice..
3yrs is nt very long nor is it short..
i'm glad finally these memories can be kept and sealed up..

wat's most impt is wat awaits mi..in the future..
sch is gonna commence soon..
hopefully..sch assignment shall keep mi busy so tat i have no time to be lazy..
shall work hard..
find a gd part time job..
simple life..
easy life
happy me..

nitex

2010-07-05T23:35:00.001+08:00

lazy mi haven been updating lately..
haha..mr bf is complaining and whining..
askin where are all the pics we took???

well...the pics are up on FB i guess..
bloggin with this lil lappy is a prob..
loadin of pics super slow~
ok..enuff of whinin..

lots of happenings over the weekends...
matt's bdae was a fun filled one..
with all his bro there..drinkin and more drinkin..
bf was swt to acc mi too..
along with tian and kj plus my wife=)
loads of singing = happy mi=)
after which back to bf's crib for WC~

next morning...
gt up early to drive mum and dad to the airport...
this 2 old cuties are going overseas to relax...
send them there den off i go...SPECIAL MISSION~
visited wifey at her booth at supperclub...
vogueremains got new collection~! do SUPPORT~!
pick bf up den out e head for dinner...
after diinner back to his crib..
WC~
back to my crib..
darling boi's 1st overnite at my place~

happy bdae silly~
next day was his bdae~
celebration and gift were all loved by him..
due too certain restrictions..i couldnt do much..still...
glad tat he loved it..
i promise it would get better each yr k? silly boi!
happy him happy mi happy us~
slp slp slp~

mon.
mum and dad were cumin back so headed to the airport to pick them up..
headed home..den out again to bf's place..
had dinner with his buddies @ tamp...
home swt homie to his place..
his sis was so nice to give him her phone..cux she bought a new one=)
now baby got a new phone!
baby send mi back there after~
too tired..heading to bed...
nitex

♥ i love u ♥

2010-06-27T23:30:00.001+08:00

was woken up by him to acc him out for his final round @ royal plaza hotel~
raining super heavily..we were like drench..
cab-ed down drop off tgt with him..
wish him luck..
kiss him gd bye
den off i went home while he head for his interview..

wanted to slp when i was home but..
instead..headed for a family breakfast with mummy, daddy and bro~
after breakfast..to the saloon we go..
both dad and bro wanted to trim their hair..
tat was when my nitemare was happened..
i wanted give my hair a new look so i decided to dye my hair too...
but to my horror..
the results was shittish ttm~!
my hair has uneven colour! the ends are all dried up and ruin~!
headd home to shower all my hair was tangled up~
totally disappointing..i jus cant help but feel super pekcek~!
FML~! seriously...
jus when i tot i can happily spend this day with silly..
the hair dresser ruin my day~!
totally..
i need some help here...
oh god..needa do something to it..
i hate my current hair...
low morale...zero confidence..
my hair is my life...
and really..my life jus got ruin...
FML..jus FFML~!!! TTM~!!!
argh~!!!!!!

off to bed..i jus hope i cant slp tonite..
but with the tot of the conditions of my hair..
i dun think i can slp well =(

2010-06-26T23:21:00.001+08:00

WOOHOO~!!!

i'm so PROUD of u~!

silly boi got into the final round of interview for SIA cabin crew~

so happy for him...

in order to reward him..

cab down to dessert bowl to grab some durian mousse for him~

this silly is a great lover of durian~ jus like mi~

got his dad and mr E some too..

not forgetting strawberry snow for myself~

cab-ed to his place cux i was lazy to take bus..also worrying tat the dessert will melt..

great feedback on durian mousse~ silly boi love it~!

after which...stay for world cup~

slpover at his place...

i dozed off quickly..credits to flu med AGAIN~

yes..again my flu is back..i dunno why it jus loves to visit mi..my god~!

nite nite~

2010-06-25T23:38:00.003+08:00

bf was very nice to buy lunch to my place again~

swt lil silly~!

after lunch..back to his crib..

acc him go cut hair..

den home again..

after he got done..

headed to tamp mall for movie~

the legend is born : ip man~

it's was alrite..still not as nice as ip man 2~

after which rush back home for world cup~

supper @ 511 with the bf...

now here i am in his room blogging...

while he slps~

silly boi's going for interview tmr @ hyatt for SIA~

many lucks to him~!

jia you~ u can do it love~!!!!

off for more world cup action~

toodlex~

2010-06-24T23:45:00.002+08:00

SAKURA FEVER~

after so long...

eh..actually not very long la..jus 5 days..

my month-sery gift was late for 5 days..cux we have too much stuff on hand..

never the less, i enjoyed my treat frm silly boi~

lots of sashimi~ SUPERB~!

after which bought durians back to his crib~

i think i'm gonna get too heaty..not enuff slp plus lots of heaty food~

after match..home swt home~

tired tired

K.O

2010-06-23T23:26:00.006+08:00

woohoo...

a swt lunch frm silly boi~

he bought lunch for mi all the way frm bedok to my place..

jus becux he missed mi..

silly...every single day we're meeting..

but i jus cant get enuff of this silly boi~!

AND YES~ YEAH~

finally an all girls nite~

hahaha...

credits to singtel casting..raine's got the chance to meet up with all her girls and had a wonderful girls nite out~

1st stop...

taste paradise~

credits to michelle~

i got to savour some really mouth watering dishes at taste paradise~

simply satisfying~

got to knw some of her friends as well..

after the delicious dinner,

they were real nice to drive us to zouk for casting~

singtel casting as fast and simple..hopefully i stand a lil bit of chance=)

hit the clubs with my lovelies ms reiko and ms tian tian~

party all nite~ zz was there too with yk and friends~

Mr E was by chance there too~

club club shake shake all nite~

left the clubs around 2 plus..

drop by bf's crib~ silly boi said he missed mi lots..

swt~ but silly as always...

breakfast with him..den home swt home~

off ta bed~ niteX~

2010-06-22T23:11:00.001+08:00

raine has been really forgetful..

i cant remember the sequence...

i dunno which is which but..

jus happy to have spend almost all days with tat silly boi of mine..

off ta bed~

nitex~

itchy hands=(

2010-06-14T23:07:00.002+08:00

jus like wat the title describes...

my itchy fingers got mi into saddening mode...

i lost all the pics i took=(

hence this post shall only be full of words=(

wed :

clubbing nite out with silly boi and tally...

butter for the nite...

credits to joanna, we got in free, thanks babe=)

met christina and mayne by chance...sam and des was also there too...

party all nite~

shifted the party over to zouk after butter ended with ms christina~

breakfast at 511 with silly boi~

camp over at bf's place...

thurs :

got up in the noon...bf sent me home to shower and change

got the car and out we went for cheese cake at cheesecake cafe..

send silly boi home den off to fetch daddy home...

home swt home there after~

Fri :

was suppose to work but flu was catching on mi..lucky for to have candy to replace mi...

so...

met silly boi and alston @ raffles place mrt

headed to the sail for barbeque session with silly boi's soccer team~

gathering session was cool...

flu caught on mi..sick sick...

followed by fever...

caught the first match at openin match at harris the sail @marina bay..

south africa VS mexico=)

not bad place to chill..

after which back to bf's crib..

caught the 2nd match...

uruguay VS france

halfway dozed off...

woke up at 4.30am..

was wanting to sneak out and head home on my own but silly boi was real swt...

purposely force himself to wake up and drove mi back..

too swt i think diabetes is catching on mi=)

Sat :

woke up all early..

headed to the doctor...MC 2 days...

daddy was nice to have got mi lunch..

munch up and out daddy drove to SIM...

submit the documents, pay sch fees

and YES~ i'm officially a SIM student~=)

after which...headed home to rest...

afternoon nap is loved credits to the medications frm doc

woke up..changed den off to bf's crib...

silly boi was like guardian angel...making sure med is taken and i'm fine and stuff...

outta game with him...

caught the match at the game...

england VS USA

back to his crib...

home swt home on a cab...

Sun :

woke up late...

called silly boi and got to knw he went for soccer match as per normal..

they won the game~

prepare and out i went to his place...

got him banana walnut cake~

out again we went to suntec for the PC show...

too many ppl..too many flyers too...

home swt home there after..

caught the 2.30am game...

fell aslp 1/2 way cux too tired frm the shopping at PC show..

woke up at 5am..

home swt home on a cab...

Mon :

As for today....

boring day spent home...

only hooha was i got hit by my fan on the head and the blades broke when it drop to the ground...big big baduku on my head=(

mummy cooked dinner...

yummy home cook food~ i love mummy's cooking~

bath and prepare..help daddy do some stuff...

borrowed his car and out to amk for some koi~

the queue was uber long~!

got it..pump some petrol den down to bf's crib..

here i am in th living room bloggin..

watchin the match between japan as cameroon...

while silly boi is busy playing...

too bored..

off for some more net surfing den..

nite nite~

2010-06-08T23:44:00.001+08:00

simple day out...
met silly boi..
met my girls...

too tired..i jus wanna slp..
nitex