My rainbow painter..

So long since I last blogged..
As in really writing abt my tots...

Ever had the feel to drop and jus fall without worrying?
Jus like u knw no matter wat there will be someone there to hold u or back u up..

I have many dearies with me..making life so awesome..

My dear Vivi n Clique always sharing my sorrows and darkest secret..
Dear batchie 49..crew darlings like ade, Lenice, cheryn, misha, ken, Ben, Wesley n bla bla bla hangin out clubbing n having fun~
Lovelies frm poly always callin to check on mi...meetin up for chillin out session to catch up on each others life..
I love all of u ttm..cfm 120%! :) and becux I knw u care tats why I care as much for all of u..
Thx for being so awesome in my life:)

Well..on a side note..I always believe tat platonic friendship existed between guys and girls..
Tat explains the bros and buddies tat I have..but..this special case..
Initially..it was jus pure curiosity and cheekiness..
jus wanted to disturb..bond the platonic relation n make it strong..
But when I saw the low time came..all I have in mind was..
Jus to render my assistance...to make u feel better..to cheer u up..
but eventually when u got to knw tat ur best friend is really someone to be cherished..
I can't help but fall for it..
Maybe it's still too early to say much
cux it might nt be wat I think it is but I'm still glad I have u in my life...
Thx for bringing mi laughter n fun..thx for being there n entertaining my nonsense when I'm bored.
I'm glad to have u in my life.. Cux u make it colorful for me..
Thx for being my rainbow painter:)

你好吗...

周杰伦 - 你好吗

墙上静止的钟是为谁停留
是不是和我一样赖着不走
你说故事已经结束
很久 我忘了 向前走

我努力假装现在过得很好
现在的你看来已不需要我
也许在不同的时空 还牵着 你的手

想知道你真的过得好吗
没有我也许是种解脱
将思念穿梭在宇宙数千光年
悄悄到 你身边
现在我试着习惯一个人过
也许你已经开始新的生活
陪着我的叫做寂寞
陪你的 是谁呢?

想知道你真的过得好吗
没有我也许是种解脱
将思念穿梭在宇宙数千光年
悄悄到 你身边
现在我试着习惯一个人过
也许你已经开始新的生活
陪着我的叫做寂寞
陪你的 是谁呢?
也许在不同的时空
还牵着 你的手..

Lika Low~

why does smiling seems so tiring...

Ever had a period of time where by u jus feel low abt everything?
hmm... well..i guess im goin thru tat stage nw..
i wonder why..but jus so suddenly and randomly it came..
haven been having the mood for anything..
all i do everyday is jus slp and do nth...
home have been the only place i am these few days..
0 activities..no club..no drinks..jus ~ SLP~
lika borin lika low..
smile and laughing at work is lika mus have cux need positive vibes to enjoy my work..
but once work ends..once im out of the airport and on a cab..i'll go back to emo mode..
haix..cant shake it off..dunno why..
its like u wanna vent it out by cryin by eatin a gd meal but it jus aint leaving..
ppl around me have been giving me maximum happiness but when alone comes into the pic..
low mood comes..
i jus hope this ends soon..cux i aint happy nor bubbly already..
i hate the current me..
0 confidence 0 smiles..
life sucks.. fml is lika norm..
credits to lesbo..i learn this new word to use~

"LOW "

lika low...
pls end soon lousy mood..
i need to divert my attention like wat vivi said..
i need to do something..
but wat to do?
hmm...
in the mean time..
all i can do is...
wait for it to leave..
emo max...
low max..

gdnitex n im out...

crampy mood....

been a boring day...
other den recuperating frm ytd nite n stuff..
work was normal..
jus a small hiccup..
which was...lol..nth impt...
well..at least lucky i was fine..
home straight after workk...

i jus dun wanna climb out of my bed...
jus let mi cuddle here pls...

on a side note i was rather happy cux today was gd hair day..
one time twist up and my twist was very nice~ lol...
self-por~

boohoo..no pics cux too ugly scared all ur screen cracked..
off to try to slp...
ps. go away pain..it's already more than 4 hrs le....

爱是一种缘分，
好的缘分需要等待...
＂等＂
好像从未从我的爱情字典消失过...
如果我的爱情注定等待，
那我愿意。
因为我相信爱会找到我:)

ReAct~

Fun filled day back at STC~
training was even more awesome with the company of batchie jer jer and veron~
met jessica by chance too..
great instructor...fun course~
wat's even better is all my smokin kakhis were at stc!
Ben, Ken and Fiq were all back for other courses too~!

the amt of barangs i brought for training~

my swtie batch girls~

love them~

jie jie jessica~

credits to ken i got my swt pea spray in big size~

after lesson ended..
headed home on bus..
silly mi dozed off and almost missed my stop..
reached home k.o for 1/2 hr..
in the end make bro roy wait..
ps. bro=(
dinner at beach road~ yummy nice foody~
den to marina square for movie~

jk movie full of music~ me like~!
home swt home there after..
so tired..im off to bed~
gdnitex~ <3

it's nt the value of the price but the tots tat count? =X

let the music flow...let the mood flow...

MONDAY~

a day where all heads off to work~
ur truly was the lazy one..slpin till late in the noon..like 2pm?
whahaha..wat to do..its my off day yeah~

up..CHILLED with lil baby fire all cuddly on the couch with TV~
decided to pay dear aud a visit so..
gt myself all dress down n off to grab yummy fruit tarlets for this pretty babe of mine..

reached her place and great to see her all fine and gd..
lots of catching up abt nonsense and all~
eventually we started to camwhore there after on her lappy~
super not productive but super fun and time killing~

ouch~ recover soon!















meet FLUFFY~

after which headed off for short mini dinner on my own befire deciding to meet mr Delvin up for coffee session..short chill session den off to SIM~
woo..funny why i go there so late..like 10..lol..
went to check some stuff out den off to supper with a friend:)
simple nite..
simple day...
simple all..

think abt the possibility..
gdnitex~

back to where it started...

im back to bloggin..
cux..decided tat this is the one and only place inwhich my whining could be... =x

(O.o) still as nonsensical???

life have been simple as per normal..
jus tat it was w/o tat special someone..
well..still in search for him..
i have faith he will come..
jus let time tell..
sometimes i wonder...
issit becux of my personality or how i portray myself infront of ppl?
tat gives the impression tat im nt gf calibre which i agree to an extend..
cux i knw im too boyish at times..wahaha..
this i dunno how to change...

infact i quite love this cux at least im nt wishy washy...
but...i still lack the feminine factor?
hmm...ppl say i dumb keep treating ppl gd in all ways and means and nv expecting anything in return..
well i dunno..tat jus runs in my blood? wahaha
becux all i ever wanted was for ppl to be happy..
see them happy i also happy~
so happy them = happy me = happy every body=)

why bother to ask for more when god have been great to have place all the wonderful ppl in my life..my friends~
soooo... in the mean time..wats most impt are my friends..
they shall always be my piority...
as for true love aka bf aka man who i love...
hmm..searching in process..
waiting for him to set foot in tat tiny heart shaped space in my body...
fate shall decide my pathetic love life~
maybe god is givin me chance nw for this time round..
to have a perfect life with friends, love, work and family balancing it out..
striking the balance shall take time..
so..simply to put it...let time tell~
tat 0% confidence doesnt seems to be increasing...
well..i need to build it up..if nt a girl with no confidence shall nv be able to speak up and admit their feelings towards others~
yea~! goal set~! more confidence and faith~ jia you~
gonna head to bed~
gdnitex and ciaoz~