2nd day...12more days to go...

it's the 2nd day...

totally lifeless...

i think i look like zombie?

met up with sha for work..

work keeps my mind occupied..

still..during short periods..my mind still wonders...

after work..off to study...

till nw den i'm back home...

i knw n uds ur concerns but still...

u haven let mi try how u knw i cant do it?

who can gurantee abt things in the future?

i dunno abt the future..

i only knw tat i am determine to do it..n i will achieve tat...

i jus need a green light...

of all things i promised..i guess only the studies part is on track...

as for health...i failed my promise..cux i think fever is here tgt with sore throat...

food wise..my appetite jus isnt gd..jus surviving with water or liquid stuff...

i knw this has to be change...i'm tryin but my worries n all..jus ends up with only lil food consumed..i'll still try...

gonna head to bed...

it's a sat..very 1st sat without u...

i really miss u alot...

我要的只是你在我身边.........