Sunday, January 31, 2010

sunday was pure boredom...

out to meet D for movie..
law abiding citizen is nice...
catch it too...
home swt home there after...
bored bored bored...




我以为我够坚强, 却一天天地失望.
少给我一点希望, 希望就不是奢望....


tired of tearing...i wan my smile back~
nitex

Saturday, January 30, 2010

was home thru out the whole noon...
last min notice to work @ ECP..
prepared and out to work...
work waas boring...cux it's jus mi myself and i~



after work..off to meet buddy aloy for supper...
it's been sometime since i met up with this bud of mine...
lots of chit chat..catching up..after which i headed down to boat quay...

met my babes gillian and gwen for chill out session at cozy bar..
met markell,andy and alan..nice meeting them...
den D was nice to cum fetch mi..
went to have some chit chat session..den sent mi home..

i'm rather disappointed...i rather i have nt met up with D den i wouldnt be feelin so disappointed..i could have fantasize more..till tat faithful day cums..
haix..enuff said...
off to bed..
nitex

Friday, January 29, 2010

Again~
skipped jerry's lesson...

met up lesbo early in the morning for casting~
it went smooth..hope the results are good=)
after which bus with lesbo back to bishan..
walk around..bought some bread...den off lesbo's place..




camwhoring with lesbo's love alot collection

she packed up for her camp den out we went again..
i headed off to ECP on a secret mission...
accomplished part A~
still have few parts to go..


after which...rush home to feed rascal..
den shower and change den out to meet mable, gillian and jackson for dinner


my pretty babeZ

dinner was @ orchard centre~
hk cafe by crystal jade~
not bad...
gwen joined us after dinner...
decided to watch tooth fairy..
got the tics..still early so we walked all the way to ion to for drinks..
chill out there...chit chat and stuff




i like this dress~


i wonder how long this smile is gonna last...
its really tirin to put on a strong front...

back to cine for movie...
tooth fairy is real swt..funny too...catch it b4 u miss it...
after which..home swt home..
too tired to think..off to bed..
nitex

Thursday, January 28, 2010

finally...
i was in sch for dr abuan lesson...
it was alrite..after sch...lesbo's friend came to pick her up..
she offered for mi to hitch a ride too..soo...
off to braddell..
bought some nice jagabee~ den bus home...
gt home...feed fire..

last min decision to meet cussie song up..
headed down to ps for dinner..
long chit chat session



yummy dinner~




ps. cussie song..thanks for the company...
i had fun laughin at the jks and criticism we have for "someone"

home swt home there after...
nitex..off to bed

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Went to sch late..
prob today rather easy...
i didnt do much thou...
pack up and left class for photoshoot...

the shoot was full of laughter and fun..
all jokin about the heights and stuff..



personal shot

with the crazies in E54E

with my bitch~

with dear lala

not forgetting with my dear lesbo~

after the shoot i didnt head back to class...
needa rush down to MOM with yy for 1st round of investigation~
spent the next 3 to 4hrs there...answering Qs and more Qs...

ended at 5 plus..
down to dhoby as yy wanted to get her card materials while i headed to daiso for my make up tissues..gt it..den we separated..
she left to meet mic and pals..
while i headed home...
long train ride with a heavy bag...
lots of ppl..
lucky for my bb..
if not..no music and entertainment= torture in crowded trains..

off to bed now..
nitex

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

full day spent at home...
with nth done..jus mi, the tv and my laptop...

decided to head out to get an organiser..
to keep mi organise...
so tat things dun happen again...

headed to meet nick and arnold up...
they were real nice..
i feel so much better...
sumptious breakfast-lunch-dinner-supper...





yummy yum yum~


there were still some other dishes but the gluttons were so hungry they gobble down b4 i could snap a pic of it...overall it's not bad..nice~
thanks for the treat guys..
i do feel so much better..
off to bed...nitex

Monday, January 25, 2010

sch was boring..ttm...
left class 1/2 way cux lesbo was not feelin well plus i oso no mood..
so...yup..bus to amk...walked around...den home swt home...
boring post...

another song to intro...
very nice..
describes my thoughts now...yup..


杨丞琳 - 匿名的好友

作词:李焯雄 作曲:陈颖见

杜松混合茉莉的風 回憶裡被愛
那股激動 天色好紅
溫柔好濃 在胸口浮現 你的臉容
一起活在這城市迷宮 提起你名字
心還跳動 卻沒重逢
只有想碰卻又不敢碰的那種悸動
也許我們當時年紀真的太小
從那懵懵懂懂 走進各自天空
該怎麼說讓彼此選擇 但思念還轉動

不能握的手 從此匿名的朋友
其實我的執著依然執著
與你無關淚自行吸收
不能握的手 卻比親人更親厚
當所有如果都沒有如果
只有失去的溫柔 最溫柔

當又一次美夢落空 回憶裏被愛
那股激動 天色好紅
溫柔好濃 在胸口浮現你的面容
也許我們當時年紀真的太小
從那懵懵懂懂走進各自天空
那是甚麼 讓彼此選擇 又不僅是尊重

不能握的手 從此匿名的朋友
其實我的執著依然執著
與你無關淚自行吸收
不能握的手 卻比親人更親厚
當所有如果都沒有如果
只有失去的溫柔 最溫柔

不能握的手 從此匿名的朋友
其實我的執著 依然執著
卻決心和你不再聯絡
不能握的手 卻比愛人更長久
當所有如果都沒有如果
只有失去的擁有 最永久



enjoy~ nitex

Sunday, January 24, 2010

I had a nice weekend...
fyp is done..one load off my mind..
party was great..pics and details refer to
as for today...
stay home sunday...
dinner with mummy and daddy at home..
simple yet filling...

and to reply to the tag tat random tag..
u can call mi wat u wan..
u can assume all u like...
i knw wat i'm doin and i dun think i need to make any explanations to account to anyone..

fake is signing out..
nitex

Friday, January 22, 2010

A long long friday...
again..i was not in sch..i couldnt wake up on time again~

nevertheless...
it was a nice day spent at work...
met up with lesbo and the girls at katib...
the ppl was nice enough to cum fetch us to the place...

work was fun..with lots of jokes cracked..
after work..headed down to lesbo place to borrow clothes for fyp tmr
cux i didnt have red shirt but tat was the team colour...



unglam shot~

happy u~ happy mi~ happy us~!


cabbed home there after~
nitex

Thursday, January 21, 2010

haven been updating recently..
lazy mi...

let's jus not care abt my day..how bout something diff...
hmm...
basically i feel tat i'm sucha failure...
disappointing the ppl around...
screwing up my life and causing ppl around mi trouble...
haix...
sorry for being so pessimistice but the walk today totally got mi thinkin alot...

have been givin empty promises to lesbo saying i'll kill the bad habits...
make sure i observe myself..but..sorry lesbo..seriaously i think i disappointed u the most..
i mean like ttm...yup...

next up would be my FYP teammates...
cause much trouble becux i haven been healthy frm last yr end till now...
sat is the assessment..i jjus wish for it to be smooth and i can pass it...
i dun need an A cux i knw..i dun deserve that...haix..blame it on my health den...

lastly...would be my health...
always nt taking care of myself...
hurting myself here and there...
play and play..nv care abt health...
to the extend i hurt my back again...haix...
this is a bad life...seriaously..
i think i should FML~
jus fuck it...cux i'm jus fucked upp...

haix..enuff said..
once again...sorry to all tat i disappointed...
i'll try to get myself back...
no promises but i'll try...

here's a song tat i really like now and have been listening to~

Two is better than One
(Boys like Girls feat Taylor Swift)

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought"Hey, you know, this could be something"'
Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing
So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing'
Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the best of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"

Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the best of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
I can't live without you'
Cause, baby, two is better than one

But there's so much time
To figure out the best of my life
But I'll figure it out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one

kk...off to bed..nitex

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Simple day spent home~

it's jus a stay home tuesday~
only woke up @ 4.30pm...
i oso dunnno why so tired..
i only wanna slp and slp and slp...
dinner with mummy and daddy..
i sure was glad that both of them are fine and happy=)
most imptly i'm happy to acc them and let them knw i love them lots..


puttin in extra effort to smile~



kk..enuff of nonsense..
tired tired...
off to bed..
nitex

Monday, January 18, 2010

lesson at vivo was alrite...
my team is filled with fun ppl of cux...
jus one ah beng is enough~
hahahahahhaha~~~

lesson ended all fine..
walk walk session with my lovelies...
peekture time~
























home swt home~nitex=)