Lika Low~

why does smiling seems so tiring...

Ever had a period of time where by u jus feel low abt everything?
hmm... well..i guess im goin thru tat stage nw..
i wonder why..but jus so suddenly and randomly it came..
haven been having the mood for anything..
all i do everyday is jus slp and do nth...
home have been the only place i am these few days..
0 activities..no club..no drinks..jus ~ SLP~
lika borin lika low..
smile and laughing at work is lika mus have cux need positive vibes to enjoy my work..
but once work ends..once im out of the airport and on a cab..i'll go back to emo mode..
haix..cant shake it off..dunno why..
its like u wanna vent it out by cryin by eatin a gd meal but it jus aint leaving..
ppl around me have been giving me maximum happiness but when alone comes into the pic..
low mood comes..
i jus hope this ends soon..cux i aint happy nor bubbly already..
i hate the current me..
0 confidence 0 smiles..
life sucks.. fml is lika norm..
credits to lesbo..i learn this new word to use~

"LOW "

lika low...
pls end soon lousy mood..
i need to divert my attention like wat vivi said..
i need to do something..
but wat to do?
hmm...
in the mean time..
all i can do is...
wait for it to leave..
emo max...
low max..

gdnitex n im out...