27th feb

long day spent....AT HOME LAZING....
laze till like 4 plus den i started moving my butt frm the couch to prepare...
headed down to amk hub to "tabao" mos burger for my ah bu and ah bu de ah bu=)
something irritating happened while i was buying...but still..wateva..i dun care...

reached around 7.45pm...saw 2 hungry ah bu-S...lol...so both took turn to have dinner with me in the storeroom...lol...
chit chatted alot with them....den follow evone ah bu to walk walk and bought new clothes frm cotton on...lol...get pay den keep spending...oopss...
help to packed up den we took the shuttle bus to yishun tgt...laughed and jk alot with the ah bu-S...disturbing ah bu de ah bu when she was on the phone with my "ah gong"=)
nevertheless...i think my nite was spent beautifully with laughter=)

tmr i'll be meeting ah bu evone for shopping spree at bugis...she needs to get lots of stuff..den nite will be supper cum farewell gathering at newton with SSC staff...
busy day tmr i guess...one full day out...
gtg to bed le...need lots of rest...
nitex to all...love<3

yeah yeah~ mr bf i knw u're reading this...u must be thinking so late still haven slp..it's like 3.16am and sick raine is not aslp...hmm...i can't slp..so i decided to blog abt the 26th which is a few hours b4...hmm...here it goes~

26th of Feb...

shift work of 2-8pm but i didn't wish today to end cux it was my "last day" working with evone...
march she'll be in CWP den me at SSC den jelene at CTL...haix...

nevertheless..we were really busy chit chatting..lol...toking abt all the nonsense tat we went thru...all the dumb dumb stuff we said...once again...ms evone molested one part of me..omg..my ah bu evone really is a lecher..lol...but i still love her...not forgetting my ah bu de ah bu jelene..i love you too...hahaha...I seriously am going to miss u 2 the most becux my ah bu's are always there to lead me...teach me...care and love me~ omg..i'm going to cry..lol..silly me~

ah de is still in the ICU becux of his bike accident..hmm..worrying..heard frm bf wat happened briefly...very scary..but still hope god bless him and protect him..get well soon buddy~

tmr is an off day for me..i'll be spending the day with baby fire..as for evening i think it'll be spend with my ah bu-S...might be heading down to find them...

ohohoh...updates yet again...sad to say...3rd i'm booked too but for work..gotta help ah bu de ah bu ms jelene at citilink den nite of 3rd is booked by ms audrey for supper~ =) satay~...4th & 5th are for bf...so dates left for booking...6th,7th and 8th left...

all tired..i'm going to bed..nitex to all...
love<3

Simple day it was for me...

spent the day slacking at home...
bath my lil baby...feed him till he's super full den out i went walking in the rain to the bus stop to catch a train to bf's place...

he ordered pizza and after less than 3 slices he said he surrender...
lol....a small tummy he has...

hmm...ok...some update...raine is going to stay at SSC outlet for the time being..cux citilink got 5 partimer which is more than enough...so i'll stay to help radina 1st..till jelene settle down le. den say ba...abit disappointed but nevertheless...i still get to stay with my ssc family=)

ok...anyway...officially declaring...4th and 5th of march are booked by mr bf..
so..dates left for booking for my b'day only left with 3rd,6th,7th and 8th of march..

counting down....8 days to my **st b'day...
all tired..nitex to all...
tmr will be 2-8 shift so...slp will be best...
toodles<3

one equation to describe today...

5-10 working shift + not much ppl in the mall + not much sale + 3 trans done + atv superbly low = BAD DAY...

tat's all...
gdnitex..

demoralised and sad totally...

23rd of Feb...
worse day of my life...

all went well for mi in the morning but too well i guess...i was not late for work and stuff...
but...omg...god somewhat gave me a challenge...a tough one...

for one full shift day~
i think i hold the record of having 2 transaction...total sale of 56.80...omg...super low lor...
no customer...no sales..whole day...haix...bad day ba..

tmr will be better or worse? haix..hopefully it is not worse but better =)
nitex to all...gdnitex..

okie~
i knw i'm late for posting...lol...like 2 hours late?
hmm..so.."YTD" which was like 2 hours ago...it was a long working day~
woke up late at bf place...was too tired and lazy plus alarm clock didn't ring so..eventually....YES...i was late...

msg my mummys of the day ms radina and ms evone to inform them that i'll be late for work...so i started at 1pm instead of 12...
had a fast breakfast with bf at tiong bahru n off to work i went on the train to yishun and shuttle bused to SSC...

quite a busy day? sales was alrite but still not up to standard...ARGH~!!! how to earn commission like this?
today which is a few more hours later in the day..it will be a full shift day for me..new staff cuming in too..lol...so...gtg..need to slp if not tmr i late i die~
toodles<3 class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_20">gtg..nitex to all~

An all waiting off day~

1st of all...yes mr bf...i am sorry for making u wait for mi for so long...
(he request for this to be put into my blog post for today...)

continue the waiting thingy...
yup..bf waited for mi to get ready b4 we headed down to changi airport~
randomly we decides to go there for popeye=)

as usual like wat mr bf mentioned..yes...raine made him walk around blindly~ lol..cux i forgot exactly where was popeye except i knw that T3 has one...but we wanted to go to the other one instead...so..we walk around like lose dumb dumbs around the different Terminal till raine remembered tat it was at T1=)

finally we found the place but disastriously it was flooded with ppl...lots of ppl i mean...which is equals to more waiting..bf queued for quite long till yes~! finally the food was here~

Our sumptious meal~

my favourite flowers...as it's shown...full of energy...jus like me =)

after the meal...we jus walk around...headed to the washroom and raine found herself engulf by korean aunties...i felt like i was in korea~
bf got the same experience when he went too..but his was japan...full or japanese students flooding in to change into their uniforms...think they're all here for exchange programme~
den we trained back to bf's crib...

camwhoring on the train ride home~

hmm...counting down to my 21 b'day...11 more days since it's considered 22nd now...i dun look forward to it...i dun wanna be OLD...lol...but...i guess this is life~ =)
now all tired i'm going to bed...tmr is a 12-10pm shift...hopefully it'll pass fast~
nitex and toodles to all
love~ <3

To mr bf :

...super tired...
a long full shift day yet again~

received bad news today...jelene is going to transfer to citylink..SSC will be taken over by ms radina..
so sad..all the best ppl...our big family...in the end must part..hmm...
evone is going CWP..radina and the others are still stationed at SSC but new staff will be joining them...as for jelene..citylink..omg..
but raine was really lucky...she is going over to citylink tgt with jelene...
haha...i will follow YOU~~!!

hmm..sales was as expected..not really good...chat alot with the 2 best mummy's in my bodyshop life jus now since only the 3 of us were working..
ms evone was cracking jokes as usual but ms jelene...omg..she went bonkers today TOO~
and guess wat..a part of me was some what raped and molested by ms evone sio~ lol..
but true to say we had a great laugh~
and YES..my 2 dear mummys...remember our date on the 1st of march...dinner/supper at chomp chomp...yummy~
i can't wait but i hope it doesn;t cum fast cux when it cums means it's really farewell for the time being...haix...

ohohoh...MS EVONE...pls dun forget our date on the 28th of feb to get ur baggy~ for ur dinner event...lol...money money cum cum on the 27th...pay day...shiok...but hopefully it will be accurate if not means i have to continue to eat grass till it cums and enters my bank acc~ =)

tmr shall be an off day~~~YEAH~ can rest and slp...hahaha...
toodles to all and rest well..nitex..

ps. mr wang junlong...we mus meet up soon...ur gift is with mi..mr going to be 21yrs old in 3days time handsome buddy=)

HELLO~

for today...raine woke up early and headed back to sch for FYP meeting with supervisor...
yes mr kelver is a nice guy...strict but nice~ like another weng yew? but...weng yew is still the BEST~!!!

lol...den after which...off to yishun~
den home swt home~
all tired...i'm heading to bed... tmr shall be FULL SHIFT again~

OHOHOH~
almost forgot...ms jelene was very nice to have given mi off frm 3rd of march to the 8th of march~ for my b'day~
SO~... if you wanna book mi for b'day celebration/clubbing/pubbing/shopping/slacking/gathering session...arrange with mi sio...but i doubt so...cux all so busy~
21 years old~ omg...i feel like so old?
lol...kk...nitex to all
toodles~

new skin new start?

Yeah~
i'm back to flood my page~

let's start..

ytd ytd which is 17th of feb tuesday~
raine met up with ms jeanie~ YES~ super long nv see her...chat alot...which basically means we slacked our time away at the new starbucks opp selegie beancurb~
great time spent toking~ which leaves us with like lil time to camwhore~lol...tok too muchy~

see my pretty gf? she is still single~ lol~~

sylvest came over to meet us after his lesson ended too...chit chat and off we went on separate ways...both of them went home while i meet us with mr bf...

headed down to vivo for steamboat ( their standard dropped)
hmm...not very nice...lol...
shopped around and home swt home~

as for ytd which is like few hours ago on the 18th of feb wed...
raine went to work as per normal...slacked and tok my way thru the working hours becux practically the shop was empty..no customer~!!!!
when the clock strikes at 8.00pm...off i went...home swt home...all tired...tmr still gotta wake up early cux got FYP meeting in sch..toodles...nitex =)

raine means trouble...she is useless...

warning~!!! long wordy post..thoughts of mine...

jus as the title described...
raine really is trouble...
she is useless...
useless & trouble gives u more trouble...

1st & foremost...very sorry to ah man..becux of mi..she suffered lots from her parents's side..
dun worry ah man..i think the solution i propose will be best cux at least the efforts you put in will not go down the drain...most imptly, i wan u to be happy cux wat's most impt is to see my friends happy and smiling=)

FYI..those tat are reading n dun uds...mi & jin man's blogshop will now be jus her's..yup..cux of some small lil details so the solution of separating was made...it's not her fault so...yup..i uds her situation & this is wat i think is best for us=)

for today...nth much was done...slacked at home the whole day...

only till nite when i receive jin man's msg den thoughts started flooding my brain...

looking back 20 going 21 years of my life...i nv did make any accomplishment to do my parents proud..becux i'm always the simple can pass den ok le kind of attitude...
even though at times when failure appears..i'll still be disappointed with myself...

let's see...
back in primary sch..PSLE...i didn't do well..not up to my parents expectations and landed myself in the normal academic stream..i still remember me crying abt it..and my parents consoling me saying it's ok cux i was having fever so it's alrite...but still disappointment was wat i saw on their faces...even my relatives somewhat laughed at me..saying tat i was the only one in the family at tat time to be in the normal stream studying 5 years unlike my other cousins at tat time...

nevertheless...i enjoyed my 5 years of secondary sch life as i met wonderful ppl tat lighten up my days in sch...for O lvl...FYI...i did it twice cux..the 1st one was like shit...fail both maths and sci so no choice...gotta retake it...wasted another year of my life jus like my parents had said at tat time..

it might seems on the surface tat my parents are really disappointed with me but still...they continued to support mi by letting mi retake at private sch CHEC...sch fees is not cheap but yet..they supported...so i did not wan to disappoint them so i workhard...most imptly, i met my best grp of gfs at tat time..thru thick and thin they share my saddness of the bad 1st relationship i have...special thanks to ms jeanie, ms theodora, ms priscilla and ms esther...they really consoled mi especially jean and dora..thanks alot..not jus this but also for studies we suported one another..conclusion..all did well for o lvl and went to different poly but still we keep in contact=) i guess this will be the only small accomplishment i have for now ba...n my parents are appy..

den to my poly life...
1st yr 1st sem...i met ppl tat are fun n nonsensical jus like mi frm other courses in poly but sad to say i did not do well becux i was all the while playing an playing...GPA for 1st yr 1st sem was stuck at 2.4..yes..u can laugh abt it i mean i deserve it frm all the playing...

1st yr 2nd sem..
met the smartest grp of guys frm different courses too n tried pulling up GPA but still...it sucks and landed at 2.25...how stupid can i be? hahha...

den to my 2nd yr 1st sem..
finally meeting ppl of my course and yes..god treated mi well by putting mi in the class full of fun n laughter..my buddies..they are all loved..they tide mi thru all ups n downs..i remember once i was not in such a gd mood n the girls actually got mi chocolates and a card to cheer mi up..really..was very touch by their actions..
i wanna say a big thank you to ms brenda, ms sha sha, ms eka, ms shenny, ms tina, ms irene, ms fanny, mr piang and mr jun ming..u guys really fill my life with fun n laughter n nv needing to worry abt being sad cux u girls and guys will always be there...i really really appreciate god's arrangement for us to meet n trully wanna say sorry to u guys frm the bottom of my hearts becux of me not able to meet u guys up resulting in a gap..most imptly...with their help..my GPA did not dropped further but at least it was maintained..

den to my current class...
2nd yr sem 2...
another great class..with great ppl..
fun fill class...i have a family in this class to..ms jin man, ms audrey, ms yi yin,ms valerie,ms joyin,ms jessie,ms adilah,mr raphael,mr calvin,mr tuck wah and mr redwan~
everyday was spent with laughter n united we were..cracking jokes..disturbing ppl..laughing out loud in the corridor..this bunch of ppl mostly younger den me..except for jessie n tucky..they guided mi thru my sem 2 with facts tat i dun knw n helped mi alot with my work in sch..even thought GPA is not cfm yet but i guess it might be the same or lower or higher but i knw i did my best...

after all the long nonsense i've written..reflecting back...i find that i'm seriously trouble...useless..
nv really contributed much..causing trouble to others..nv did shine trully as a star where i should..all tat is done was jus causing disappointments and troubles to others life...i just think tat god was really nice to have given me the best but i nv did cherish it..work on it..develop it..all i did was jus making a fool of myself n cux-ing disappointment to everyone..so sorry to my parents..ur daughter is really nth but rubbish...

hmm..after this long post...i guess...it might be time out for blogging for the time being...need to really buck myself up..i guess since i'm not naturally smart..i should work double hard like wat my mum says and start on my research for FYP..till den i will blog again..if i have happy things i wan to share..sad things..haha..i think i shall keep it to myself..dun wanna cause u guys to feel weird too after reading sad posts..yup..

tat's all...nitex..
till den i'll blog again~
i love you all..all ppl tat i knw...=)

ps. mr bf..i knw u're reading this...dun worry abt mi...i'll be fine..concentrate on reservice...i'll be awaiting our meet up sessions...love<3

CNY day 15 / DAY 1 w/o bf...

the last day of cny was spent at work...full shift...
received msg early in the morning frm mr bf...his off days was on sun plus sat v-day he can will only book out in the evening...but raine got valentine's day off and sun she gotta work...haix...stupid CO of his...ZOMG~!!!
reservice are such a nuisance~

1/2 way thru work with ms radina & ella...radina received a call and needed to take urgent leave...
hence...jelene got no choice but to cum take over..
had great fun with miss jelene..she disturbed mi thru out with body butter..lol...
came across new books tat are attractive while i was on my break...
it's similar to twilight series but different storyline i guess...seems interesting cux also abt vampire...lol

ok..work ended...sales suckx...omg...how to hit target~!!!!
sian...all tired i'm going to bed..nitex

i miss my boy~
missing his hugs & kisses to the max~
i love you <3

CNY day 14

very fruitful day indeed~
raine spent one full day with mr bf...tmr shall be his reservice...12days of not meeting up~
hmm...even after all the "trainings" he "prepared me for"....i'm still alil not use to not having him around...

practically...most of the time spent with him today was to get his reservice stuff...so...
yup...

tat's all for my post...very short cux i dunno how to explain my thoughts now...
but like wat he says...12 days only ma...somemore there might be chances of nitex out...so...
yup~! raine is gonna be a gd and strive hard at work...most imptly...independence...
dun wanna worry mr bf when he's in camp...
jia you darling~!!!
see you in 12 days time=) (or earlier)
i love you and thanks for today's company too...u're the best~!!!!

CNY day 12

back to work again~
started at 11...ended at 8...
hmm...bad news to shop today as boss decides to transfer evone over to CWP..
haix..no more ah siao to play with mi in the shop when it get's boring...haix...
no more singing of "寂寞难耐...男人不在~"
OMG~ i'm so going to miss her...
i guess the whole shop too have the same thinking~

headed home after work cux the following day got work again~
bath~ shower~ watch a lil tv and off to bed~
toodles and nitex~

CNY day 13

woke up at 0830..on a sat morning
super early for mi...indeed..on a weekend...it's almost impossible to see me wake up so early~
lol...i have reasons for waking up early..got lots to do...before works starts at 1300...

went to have breakfast with mummy 1st den after breakfast...
took baby fire for a walk in the small garden opp my blk...den
back home to bath baby fire...
after bathing fire i started preparing myself for work...
done preparation...i cabbed down to sun plaza...to help bf check something at the post office..
bought KFC for Jelene and Evone as their lunch and lastly...
arrive at work place for work...

hmm....busy morning...BUT~
slackish afternoon cux not much crowd again today at work...
talk alot with the 2 ladies of mine~
I'm so gonna miss the times we spent tgt...(evone's leaving)
hmm...nevertheless..we'll still keep in contact of cux...lol
meet ups during OFF days~

ended work at 2000...rushed home..packed my stuff and out i went again to outram to meet bf, yang and wifey...

janice ended work late so instead of waiting at outram...raine took bus to bukit merah view to meet them for teochew porridge instead...had a sumptious supper...yum yum~

yang dropped us at bf's crib...currently blogging infront of his desktop~
bf's doing project...better dun disturb him..so piggy raine is going to slp soon...
tmr's a OFF day so~ supple rest and more time spent with bf b4 reservice....
tmr shall be the last day to meet him if not i'll have to wait for 12 days later...so...
raine is going to spend and enjoy it with bf to the max tmr~

nitex to all & raine loves all of YOU~!!!!
=)

CNY day 11

A slackish day~
supple rest for me today cux it's my off day...
was on the couch as a couch potato and switching channels...

mr bf came over my place at 5 & we went looking for a tailor near my place to alter my working uniform...
after which...early CNY day 15 reunion dinner as i got work...
went to admiralty industrial park for dinner...bf joined us too...
sumptious meal it was...with the one yr once dish "CRAB"....YUMYUM~

after dinner...bf drove us back cux daddy's got a lil tipsy with beer...
cabbed home for bf cux he was all tired...remibursed~!!
lol...all tired..i'm heading to bed..still gotta wake up early becux got work...
toodles~nitex~

PS. Just to clarify...pls dun misunderstand the previous post of mine...it's jus some thoughts that i feel..& seriously clarifying..no hard feelings or arrowing anyone..jus merely voicing out my nonsense...pls dun misunderstand...thank you~

CNY day 9

woke up early and headed out to bf's crib...
waited for bf and his mum to get ready b4 starting out our praying trip~

1st stop...we went to the temple near bf's hse to see see look look plus pray alil to show respect..den we bus down to chinatown and walked a short distance to the famous ma zu temple near raffles place for our actual objective of the day which is "bai tai sui"~

after praying we went for lunch at chinatown...shop for necessity with bf and his mum...
we left for home 1st as his mummy wanted to purchase some other things...
once i reach his place...K.O i went on his bed for 3 hrs...lol...unknowingly, i was having fever so...yup...tat explains my immediate K.O~

after tat...dinner...den home swt home...


CNY day 10

shift work of 3-10...
omg...my atv sux to the core..must buck up..more link sale pls~!!!
haix...i jus hope god will be kind enough to let us start hitting our target each month if not i dun think i'll even get my comission...which means basic pay base on hours drawn each month....SIANSATION~!!!!

worse of all...bf is going for reservice soon...like 9th which is the cuming monday...12 days of reservice...shit lor...like going back to experience the days he was a ns men still under training...haix...i'm so gonna miss him...after having experience freedom for like jus one yr & now back to reservice...haix...gotta spent my sun with him so that i won't miss him too much and really hope he gets nites out...enough time for him to prepare for his sch stuff...& oso enough time for mi to see him~

hmm...after so much of whining abt work and bf...b4 i slp...here's some thoughts tat i have in my head running for the pass few days...

came across a blog entry...on a very special someone of mine's blog...den did i really realise that..yes...i'm out...or should i say forgotten or should i say...no longer a someone in "their hearts"...

ever since ms T's b'dae...i've already felt the gap thru the way they react when i spoke to them...but i really did not expect tat it was so big a gap..got to knw frm the blog post tat they had a gathering during CNY at one of their place and yup...i didn't knw anything abt it...i think it's partly my fault ba...cux i nv put in much effort in tryin to maintain the status between all..i'm a lousy friend and i knw tat...i'm jus disappointed cux not anyone actually told mi abt it...even if i wasn't free..the least a notification i will feel happy becux i still feel i'm part of them...but...yup...i'm more disappointed in myself becux i lost a grp of gre8 pals becux of my bad time management...haix..i can only blame it on myself...

yup..these are jus thoughts of mine...no other meanings..
jus purely my thoughts and feeling...no hard feelings abt it...
i feel much better after voicing out these silly thoughts of mine...pardon my whining...
gdnitex folks~

CNY day 7

woke up all early at bf's place...mini slpover session YET again~
today's the 7th day on the lunar calendar also knwn as 人日=)
Happy b'day to all...

spent entire day lazing around b4 decidin to dinner at sakura~
hmm...30bucks nett...omg...super filling full...non-stop eating...total shiokness~!!!

after that shop around to digest b4 heading home~

CNY day 8

FULL SHIFT~!!!
North point not enough staff so suhailah have to go over to help...which left with mi and radina at the shop...full spring cleaning was done cux not much crowd=not much sales...omg...super boring lor~
worse of the worse was becux of CCD ( customer counting device )
radina and me gotta stay till after midnite & wait for the ppl to install that...
in the midst of waiting...radina read her mag while i was busy strolling around camwhorin...best time killer~!!

chat alot with radina today got to knw lots of interesting stuff~
the guys got done by 1230 so me and radina cabbed home after which...
reimburse by the company...reach home...bath shower...K.O...

ps. tmr still got praying session with darling and his mummy~
nitex..

CNY day 6

YEAH~
finally a off day to rest....
slacked at home...bath baby fire...spent quality time with my dear parents and of cux my baby fire~~

gpt prepared and headed out of the hse with mummy & daddy since they're heading out to have fun too...dad drove and dropped mi at chinatown..

met up with love and trained down to dhoby ghaut...
brides war was the movie we watched...
very nice...hahaha...
how many stars out of 5? hmm..i'll give a 4.5?
lol...

hungry we was...teochew porridge was on the menu...
yummy cheap meal we had and home swt home...
K.O and gd nitex to all...toodles~