Lika Low~

why does smiling seems so tiring...

Ever had a period of time where by u jus feel low abt everything?
hmm... well..i guess im goin thru tat stage nw..
i wonder why..but jus so suddenly and randomly it came..
haven been having the mood for anything..
all i do everyday is jus slp and do nth...
home have been the only place i am these few days..
0 activities..no club..no drinks..jus ~ SLP~
lika borin lika low..
smile and laughing at work is lika mus have cux need positive vibes to enjoy my work..
but once work ends..once im out of the airport and on a cab..i'll go back to emo mode..
haix..cant shake it off..dunno why..
its like u wanna vent it out by cryin by eatin a gd meal but it jus aint leaving..
ppl around me have been giving me maximum happiness but when alone comes into the pic..
low mood comes..
i jus hope this ends soon..cux i aint happy nor bubbly already..
i hate the current me..
0 confidence 0 smiles..
life sucks.. fml is lika norm..
credits to lesbo..i learn this new word to use~

"LOW "

lika low...
pls end soon lousy mood..
i need to divert my attention like wat vivi said..
i need to do something..
but wat to do?
hmm...
in the mean time..
all i can do is...
wait for it to leave..
emo max...
low max..

gdnitex n im out...

crampy mood....

been a boring day...
other den recuperating frm ytd nite n stuff..
work was normal..
jus a small hiccup..
which was...lol..nth impt...
well..at least lucky i was fine..
home straight after workk...

i jus dun wanna climb out of my bed...
jus let mi cuddle here pls...

on a side note i was rather happy cux today was gd hair day..
one time twist up and my twist was very nice~ lol...
self-por~

boohoo..no pics cux too ugly scared all ur screen cracked..
off to try to slp...
ps. go away pain..it's already more than 4 hrs le....

爱是一种缘分，
好的缘分需要等待...
＂等＂
好像从未从我的爱情字典消失过...
如果我的爱情注定等待，
那我愿意。
因为我相信爱会找到我:)

ReAct~

Fun filled day back at STC~
training was even more awesome with the company of batchie jer jer and veron~
met jessica by chance too..
great instructor...fun course~
wat's even better is all my smokin kakhis were at stc!
Ben, Ken and Fiq were all back for other courses too~!

the amt of barangs i brought for training~

my swtie batch girls~

love them~

jie jie jessica~

credits to ken i got my swt pea spray in big size~

after lesson ended..
headed home on bus..
silly mi dozed off and almost missed my stop..
reached home k.o for 1/2 hr..
in the end make bro roy wait..
ps. bro=(
dinner at beach road~ yummy nice foody~
den to marina square for movie~

jk movie full of music~ me like~!
home swt home there after..
so tired..im off to bed~
gdnitex~ <3

it's nt the value of the price but the tots tat count? =X

let the music flow...let the mood flow...

MONDAY~

a day where all heads off to work~
ur truly was the lazy one..slpin till late in the noon..like 2pm?
whahaha..wat to do..its my off day yeah~

up..CHILLED with lil baby fire all cuddly on the couch with TV~
decided to pay dear aud a visit so..
gt myself all dress down n off to grab yummy fruit tarlets for this pretty babe of mine..

reached her place and great to see her all fine and gd..
lots of catching up abt nonsense and all~
eventually we started to camwhore there after on her lappy~
super not productive but super fun and time killing~

ouch~ recover soon!















meet FLUFFY~

after which headed off for short mini dinner on my own befire deciding to meet mr Delvin up for coffee session..short chill session den off to SIM~
woo..funny why i go there so late..like 10..lol..
went to check some stuff out den off to supper with a friend:)
simple nite..
simple day...
simple all..

think abt the possibility..
gdnitex~

back to where it started...

im back to bloggin..
cux..decided tat this is the one and only place inwhich my whining could be... =x

(O.o) still as nonsensical???

life have been simple as per normal..
jus tat it was w/o tat special someone..
well..still in search for him..
i have faith he will come..
jus let time tell..
sometimes i wonder...
issit becux of my personality or how i portray myself infront of ppl?
tat gives the impression tat im nt gf calibre which i agree to an extend..
cux i knw im too boyish at times..wahaha..
this i dunno how to change...

infact i quite love this cux at least im nt wishy washy...
but...i still lack the feminine factor?
hmm...ppl say i dumb keep treating ppl gd in all ways and means and nv expecting anything in return..
well i dunno..tat jus runs in my blood? wahaha
becux all i ever wanted was for ppl to be happy..
see them happy i also happy~
so happy them = happy me = happy every body=)

why bother to ask for more when god have been great to have place all the wonderful ppl in my life..my friends~
soooo... in the mean time..wats most impt are my friends..
they shall always be my piority...
as for true love aka bf aka man who i love...
hmm..searching in process..
waiting for him to set foot in tat tiny heart shaped space in my body...
fate shall decide my pathetic love life~
maybe god is givin me chance nw for this time round..
to have a perfect life with friends, love, work and family balancing it out..
striking the balance shall take time..
so..simply to put it...let time tell~
tat 0% confidence doesnt seems to be increasing...
well..i need to build it up..if nt a girl with no confidence shall nv be able to speak up and admit their feelings towards others~
yea~! goal set~! more confidence and faith~ jia you~
gonna head to bed~
gdnitex and ciaoz~

dubai is so so hot...
in duabi nw with wondeful crew..
spiderweb is addin to my blog but...well...too lazy to update..
more spider webs will jus show how long i haven been updatin to my blog..
kk...update soon...
gdnitex...

where spider webbs starts to accumulate..

it's been soo sooo long since my last update...
my days nw all goes by date..
there's no monday tues or sat sun...
there's only dates..all becux of flyin..
so far flyin have been gd for mi..
done 3 solo n 2 sny..
had my 1st check n all things are quite well...
ppl i met so far were really helpful..
all willin to impart mi with their wonderful experiences~
i'm doing gd..
i'm doing fine..
all i need to do is stay positive=)
happy shall be my only goal for nw..

ps. pics frm my trips are all uploaded on FB~
i'm out~

hello delhi~

hello all~
i'm back~
been real busy with training n all~
finally time to take a breathe~

jus came back frm my 1st flt to delhi~
awesome flt i must say~
hahaha...learnt a lot frm my seniors n all..
delhi is not tat bad after all..
let the pics tok den...

tried their pizza hut~

all chicken~ lol~

yummy cheesy garlic bread~ shiok~! i love it~!!!

onion rings with ultra super nice sauce!~

cheesy sausage chicken~

chicken supreme~

say hi to my seniors joan n alan~=)


jer jer~



love her man~

lika busy hardworking-ing~

after this my next flt would be to beijing on tues~
let's jus hope all goes smooth den=)
gtg..
nitex to all<3