it's been exactly 2 weeks since i last blog...
been busy busy...
most of my nites were occupied with work..
i'm loving my job..learnin new stuff always...
making more new friends...
i'm loving my colleague the most..all crazy ppl..
happy working environment...

but sometimes..things jus dun go ur way..
jus when i tot things were settling in..
shit starts to pile up...
now my job...i dunno issit screwed or wat..
i mean i uds mr S position and plight but still...
i jus think that it is really unfair...
why does it have to be mi being the unlucky one..
i'm doin wat i can to prove tat i'm worth the job but...
becux of timing..jus becux of timing..
it's nt abt competency...i guess i handle stuff well enuff..
in any case..i dun think i'll lose to anyone new tat is cuming in becux i knw how things work there..on a regular basis cux i worked for like 2 weeks already..
n now u jus drop mi a bomb tellin mi cux u guys are cutting cost den i have to be the one suffering..
it's not like i did things wrongly or wat..
i work doubly hard...i do things that are nt under my job scope too...
i tried hard enuff to break the barrier to mingle...
this is so unfair...
i'm so stranded...
so..wat am i suppose to do now...
oh god...

it seems that i'm always the unlucky one...
be it for work, relationship or even casting for events...
nv was i once lucky to be taken frm the start...
it's always either ppl last min back out den i join as a back up or most of the time i always ends up with nth...
why? well..interestingly i found out stuff frm mr jc tat ppl are making comments abt mi..
ppl who worked events with mi before..
wow...something "new" i guess...
ugly comments...hello..excuse mi...i'm like so unlucky ugly and blah blah blah...
nt as lucky as u girls so easily get selected and stuff...
simply to put it i'm those that helps to clear shit left behind by u ppl...
if u think that i'm despo, bitchy bimbotic den how bout u tell mi..which such a unlucky life with so lil chance passin by ur door...nv once had a chance to really be the one in anything does nt deserve the least of having any rites to jus live her life her way? all i ever did was to jus smile my days aways...doing things tat i like...if u think that by making such comments can make ur life more happy den really..go ahead...i cant do much..it's ur brain..ur mouth and ur tots...

i knw myself..i like it the way i like it..i dun think i need to answer to anyone except for myself...
i dun need ur comments..cux..this comments serve no purpose at all...
wateva it is..i dun really care..go ahead...

bitch all u wan...
cux at the end of the day..it will jus show others how ugly u are...
really tired..
gonna head to bed..
hopefully job stuff can be solved...
i jus hope it will end up nice and gd..
i dun wanna lose this job cux i love it..
credits to the dearies that workhard tgt with mi..
ppl..u knw who u are..
much loved~

nitex

slpt lika piggy till 2....
got up..rush to bath tat smelly rascal of mine~
den bath the slpy mi and out to work work work~

worked with krisslyn for the event~
guinness event @ YCK stadium..
rugby match between Singapore and Malaysia~
Singapore won yo~
haha...had lots of fun~

work ended all fine...
decided to meet jc for my "breakfast,lunch,dinner and supper"
discuss some stuff...
home swt home~

very tired....tmr shall be another long day out...lots of stuff...
meeting hunnie for training...
meeting sean for movie...
meeting boss to collect uniform..
busy busy mi~

gd to be busy..i dun need to think so much~
kk..off ta bed~
toodlex...loves to all and nitex my lovelies~

long day out..
busy lika bee~

got prepared den out to meet lesbo for castin~
it's been so long since i met up with herbert, judy, jackie and gang~
zouk out days were totally missed ttm~
so..went thru casting for a event under cash's company~
simple casting..

after casting..rush down to aljunied to meet hunnie and lala for intro session~
i swear i was sweating lika pig when i reach aljunied...
intro went well...den off to ps to settle some stuff
quick quick settle den down to clarke Quay~

as promised...i gt lesbo down for mr sean~
had a sumptious dinner there..
totally sweet~ virgin food tasting session went super well~
credits to mr sean for recommendations=)
lesbo left early while i stay...
drink drank drunk...lol...
got to knw nice ppl...my future colleague in fact=)
yup yup...raine found her job...
working at A971 cafe=)
cum visit mi=) i'm starting work on fri yo~
the nite continues at lunar~
drink drink drink...drank drank drank...drunk drunk drunked!!!

home swt home there after..
tired tired..off to bed..
toodlex and nitex~ <3>

up around 1 plus..
credits to the road side chit chat with buddy and friends jus nw in the morning..
i caught a flu...oh god...
reindeer is in action again~
wat's worse? the dumb dumb forgot her cardigan...GG big time~!

buddy matt text to ask mi join him lunch...
so got prepare and out to meet him..
lesbo met mi up too~!
had late late lunch..like @ 5?
reindeer jus keeps rubbing her nose..
the red gets redder..oh god..like so ugly only..

after which...shop with lesbo at ion..
had provenance bread as snack...
she headed off to tpy to meet her promoter
while i...as promised..
popped by A971 to visit mr sean..
chit chat and psyco sessions..on and on..
lol...keep askin mi to work there...
let's start considering..
god..hard decision to make..work = not much nite life le...

snapped by mr sean..

god..super unglam ttm~!

anyway..had a great time chit chatting with this buddy of mine~
train home...was suppose to be alighting at sk..in the end i alighted at s'goon..
reason being..got 3 psyco...attack...omg...
one stare..one try to be funny..wanna touch touch...
the last one..wan followw mi...omg..alight the train den fast fast walk to toilet hide...
my god..after camping for sometime den i left and bus home..

omg...casual and simple dressing..
nth much..and plus a sick look..a having flu reindeer look still will genna psyco attack...
damn cake...

tmr shall be another outside day...
hope reindeer can take a rest..let raine out..
in case u dun uds..lol..i hope flu goes away with reindeer identity..
so tat mi can be out smiling..teehee=)
casting tmr..lucks to mi<3>

off to bed..nitex..

i spent one full day home..
doing nth...
slpt all the way till 3 plus 4 again...
oh god..gotta change this routine if not sch starts..GG big time~!

spend most of my time in my room..
online of cux..checking out stuff...
till 6 plus 7..gt prepared and out to look for books..
credits to lala and beng..i think my book readin thrill is back..
so off to borders to get a book..
sista roy was so nice to acc mi..
gt mi "dinner" too..lol..thanks sis...
got my new book den we separated..
he headed back to camp..while i decide to drop by novena..

met up with buddy and bossieee
drink and chill..pooled..sing..sang...sung~
jason left early cux of work while i stayed with buddy and his pals, rion, shaun and chris..
after the pub closed..
sat along the rd to chit chat..
wat a way to "chill"~
loads of jks and past brought up..laugh till my jaw drop..

my new book~

chivas for the nite~

cab back with buddy..
showered and now sittin in front of the lappy bloggin..
tired..i wanna head to bed to slp..wanna wake up early tmr~!
i dun wanna be a pig anymore~!!!
rahhss...
nitex..toodles~

slpt lika pig till 3plus 4...
got up...prepare den down to marina..
lesbo was cos-playing~ gaga style...

headed to xinwang taiwanese cafe for some snacks after her work
with her clique and mr caleb..
loads of laughter thanks to the jker abt his jks and stuff...

after which..was suppose to meet barnie..
last min..hunnie called so i met them instead...
shared some stuff...
headed to mel's place..waited for her to be done den out we went to marina square..
again for the 2nd time i'm back at this place..lol

had KFC den home swt home...
last min uncle roy came over to collect his stuff..
headed to chill..
credits to this sista of mine..
i had a gre8 time laughin..
thanks sista~

kk..i'm real tired..
off to bed..
nitex

woke up real early in the mornin..
credits to my tummy...
time of the month again..
haven slpt much ytd...
becux of the not so cooperative tummy...

anyway..to prevent myself frm fainting..
i feed myself with breakfast...campbell soup...
lika random i knw..but no choice..i dun wanna drop somewhere along the way...
met lesbo up @ office...
i day dream while she was training the new staff for singtel...
i mention ytd tat i headed for training @ singtel..
it was conducted by lesbo in channel 5...
today @ blackvine office training session was conducted same by lesbo but in channel 8...
not bad ah..hahaha...swee~

ken, lesbo's boss was real nice to treat us to lunch...
simple yet filling and nice..
after lunch..back to her office..print the relevant documents den off to SIM=)
we cabbed down worrying tat the office might close early..
got registered...
now all i gotta do is jus wait for notification=)

after which..bus back to bsh..acc lesbo to buy stockings den home swt home on the train~
headed out after around 30mins...to meet buddy ALOY~
super long nv meet him..
had ichiban sushi for dinner..
lots of updates...=)
after which we both headed to s'goon...he met his friends 1st while i run some errands...

buddy aloysius~

join him and his friends for chilling session after my errands...
this buddy of mine..
liquor level really decreased..lol...
haha..
it was a simple gathering but not bad..
send him back den home swt home for mi..
i'm so slpy..
gtg slp le...
tmr shall be another day~
weekend...but i guess mr dessert is still busy..
jia you den~!

gaga style for my wifey tmr..lucks to her..
nitex

have been a gd girl..
constantly waking up early in the mornin..automatically of cux..
no alarm clock needed~ clap clap for myself=)

last min got a bbm frm lesbo..apparentlly tat silly girl forgot something home..
so..i cab over to her place..gt tat chill den train down to town to meet her up..
attended a training conducted by her..yes..by her..hahha..
for mio tv..who knws..when she nt enuf staff nw i can help her..haha..

after training..we headed to sch to collect our transcript...
it's abit stupid to be purchasing ours nw like wat yy said cux results will be given to us in may..
but we lesbo's dun wanna last min den apply Uni..later cannot go in how?
so spent the money and got tat pcs of paper with the expensive sch stamp=)

rushed down to agora hall to collect our robe for grad,
they closed at 4 but we arrived at 1630..
they were so nice to make exceptions..
boy i'm glad to see the combination of our robe...
black with gold and a lil bit of green for rp as usual~

packed our stuff..
i swear my bag damn heavy..with the singtel stuff and grad robe..
cravings for singing was satisfied~!
had a k-session with lesbo @ kgardens after we left sch~
it's simple but gre8..all nice and emo song..totally emo-ness~
session ended...
home swt home..

love my maxi lots lots...swt~

off ta bed..tmr is another long day~
meeting lesbo for SIM and buddy for dinner in the evening..
toodlexxx

BACK ON TRACK DAY~

woots..woke up all early..
busy busy day...
headed down to chinatown for a event castin...
it went well..simple..hopefully i get the job...but lookin at the girls..
hmm..i'm not so sure after all..cux all like very experience very pretty...

after casting ended..headed off for some KOI HGMT @ chinatown=)
wat's better than having a cup of KOI HGMT under the hot hot sun?

walked over to clarke quay central to meet tian up for 2nd casting...
we mixed up the location to meet so in the end we gotta walk..
met up with the client...simple job scope jus abit more corporate i guess...
high chance tian will get the job but for me..really god bless...
home swt home after chit chats on the train with tian~

had some soup tat mummy cook...
haven eaten a single meal yet except for KOI...
but i'm jus not hungry..so..soup is enuff...
last min decision to meet lesbo up for cycling session...
so..rush to shower tat smelly lil rascal of mine..
shower myself...change and out i go to braddell...
frm sk to braddell, i went frm sk to hougang to s'goon north to s'goon gardens to s'goon ave 2 to braddell road and finally lesbo's place...
rushing trip at full speed took mi 40-45mins...cux of the traffic light waiting time...
power~!!! clap clap for myself...

after which..met her up..cycle to explore the dark dark roads which leads us to thomson road...so we decided to head for some prata @ prata hse...total 30mins journey to our destination..
had yummy prata..first proper meal for the both of us..power~
after prata...we cycled thru bsh area den took a short cut back to lesbo's place..
relax and rest before i continue my journey back to sk...
this time round...the journey back i took longer cux i was quite tired frm all the up slopes...using the same route, instead of 40-45mins, it took mi around 1hour 15-20mins home..
super tired...wanna head to lala land le...
nitex

i seriaously need a job~

dun wanna nua no more at home..

anyone got gd lobang...

pls recommend~

i dun wanna turn into a rock...

teehee~

YES~! raine is looking for a job...

do help mi keep a look out~

thanks de very de muchy~

=)

nowadays...
i jus find tat i'm sucha naughty girl...
ppl slp early wake up early = slp by lates 12midnite wake up early around 8 plus 9am...
mine?
slp early at 6am...wake up early at 12noon...=.=
cfm jian da~
can slp dun wan slp..lol...

pay is out so headed out to town to collect cheque~
met up with tian and lesbo~
got the cheque..had MOS for dinner..
KOI was on the menu so headed to tpy to grab one..
home swt home on a bus~

busy day tmr i guess..
castin @ chinatown @ 2pm
followed by meeting of client with tian @ 3pm at clarke quay...

hopefully i get both the jobs...
gd luck to me...
off for more games..
rahss..
nitex<3

Monday blues?

i'm in pink yo~

not really? maybe 60% blue 40% colourful???
hahah...
supposedly to only head out in the evening but....
random sms came frm aunt and cussie to meet up...
so..shopping plus high tea with them in town..
lots of udates i guess...
this lil cussie of mine..super blur but super cute to the max~
wan to nt love her also cannot~! rahhss...

after which..met up with tian tian~
lika finally..she's been busy "family-in"
lol..jkin la..
anyways..head to taka to sort of "help out" at the booth
but our "help out" is sit down on a bench outside the booth to chit chat...
hahaha...bad rite? lol...
after long updates of cux with this babe of mine...
we have decided to watch show's concert~ yippeee...

waited for gorilla to knock off...
initial plan to train home...but den i miss miss vivi too much so..
decided to meet up for prata again~
dropped at s'goon...
jk of the day was...
the blur mi was replying sms while walking out of the station..den i nv really pay attention till i walk the wrong exit...
in the end..gotta act lika zai..took a longer way..lika detour to eugene's place..
dumb dumb mi~!

it's always nice to meet up with my prata clinque..we will always be laughing non-stop at each other's nonsense..bus home there after...

long walk to my blk..
stars hanging brightly in the sky..
super alot of starss...
they told mi tmr shall be a hot sunny day~
yes it will be...
off to more star gazing till i fall aslp..
nitex~

Out to tamp to meet lesbo...
again..i knw..
we nv get sick of meetin one another i guess...
too lesbo le~!

muahahaha...
headed to town..
collected her forms frm ps..
den to taka...chit chat with gorilla again~
den off for a lil bit of window shopping..

lesbo trained home while...
i headed down to bsh to meet derek and eugene den to athar..
lots of stuff shared..
den bus home..
nth much...
my day jus seems to always be the same..so mundane and bored...
off to bed..

EMO NO MORE~
NUMB and SICK OF IT~!!!

I was so bored at home i started whining and whining on twitter...
in the end i was out again to meet lesbo~
bus down to tamp den train to expo to meet her up..
amelin was working there too...
got to knw caleb...the very interestin guy with lots of nonsense but nice guy...

headed down to tpy wanting to get koi~
ok..i knw it is crazy to be having koi everyday but i jus cant help it..
jus like wat yy named mi.."KOI ADDICT" teehee~
gt our milktea..wanted to sing...wanted to go to s'goon garden..but the weather totally killed our plan...lesbo was in maxi too..alil too troublesome for her too..

plan changed to pool instead...
loads of attention for stupid reason..haix..
after pool..walked to lesbo's place..
got mac and chilled at her void deck...
it's been long since i last did tat..maybe back in sec sch days=)

i love my new hoodie dress~

initial tot was to walk home frm braddell..but..lucky mi..
there was still 105..bus down to s'goon..den i started walking...
more than 2.5hrs of walk..
lol..u can call mi crazy but i really took my own swt time to walk..
cleared my mind with songs and more songs on my bb..
i'm all tired and lethargic...
a simple day,
a long walk home,
a hot bath,
a glass of warm water
and a tired me heading to bed.....nitex~