the weather describes my mood...

headed to sch for project meeting..
den headed to lesson...

eye bags are out...so fugly...=(

lesson was super boring and dry so my grpy decided to leave..
left sch early..headed down to braddell to study..
macroecon test tmr..
luckx to mi den...

ps.

D,
i wonder if u still remember wat's on for tmr...
i wonder how u're doing..if u're ok..
i wonder if u're tired..
i wonder if u'll need tat massage session...
i wonder if u knw i miss u..
i wonder if u miss mi...

stop dreamin raine~!


off ta bed..
slp slp~ nitex

working ladies nite~

Lesson was cancelled cux lecturer daniel was nt well..
hmm..tc lotx ya dear lecturer~

so..raine gotta catch up with her slp again..
but maybe a lil too much cux she still feel tired despite long hrs of slp...
OH~! on a lighter note~
MARY called~! haha..apparently she called all my darling future batch-ies=)
we're cfm for SIA~ super happy~!

ok..so...got prepare and headed out to work @ dblo~

worked with pretty fiona~

purple uniform again~

F1 post party was so so...erm...yup..no comments..
after work..headed down to phuture to find gillian darling and all..
been long since i saw her..nv really play last nite but no doubt i enjoyed myself..
cux i got to have some time spend with my girlies~
met ms christina, mayne, cash and herbert there too..
tiring nite...
gonna head off to bed..
tmr got project meeting..
nitex world..

D is touching down in a few hrs time?
hmm..dunno wat time but still..hope he have a safe flight..
hope he like the fragrance..yup..
cant get enuff of ur smell...

slpy head~

ultimately nice tues for mi..
i slpt for a gd total of 14hrs...
all the tiredness..shag feelin..
3/4 gone~!
1/4 left for mi to slp it off tonite for sure~
showered den out to work..
ms natalie joined us too~
sha was a lil crazy but well..
if it's nt den i dun think it'll be so fun to hang out with her~!
okok...i'm crazy too...(jus in case she whine abt mi being more crazy~)

this is how an iphone look like when it's broken..omg~

after work..got a subway sandwich munch it up den on a cab..
home swt homie~

D's overseas in mel..bet it nice over there..
n i suddenly really hate J & J..ultimately disgusted by their fakeness..
no comments..
gonna head to bed..
tmr's lesson might be cancel = sometime to study for test..
work @ nite too..
gonna be meetin my dear clare~!
off ta bed..nitex~

我为什么那么爱你, 爱到什么都说可以
发誓绝不做的事情, 现在做的不想放弃
爱情到底让人脆弱还是让人坚定
我用尽最后的力气, 从头到尾都没有哭泣...

我为什么那么爱你-张惠妹

Slpy Mon~

SUPER LACK OF SLP~!

missed my lesson @ sch..
i totally missed my alarm clock cux i was too soundly aslp...
shocked awake by a tot at 8.20, "MEDICAL CHECK UP"
rush to prepare den out i headed to train down to town..
met miss Veron on the train..
check up was "interesting"
met jie si by chance too cux she was working..
still..check up was over and done with..
hopefully all of us pass this final final stage and becum batch mates~!
on a side note, while on the way to lunch...the wind was so heavily blowing till the tree snapped and fell..lucky no one was walking pass..omg..

lunch with them at a jap restuarant in paragon~
yummy and fillin..
veron left 1st while i stayed with swt val and handsome korkor clayton~
canele for gossips~ hahaa..

C's dessert~

peach italian soda~

went on separate ways after the coffee chat..
i decided to head down to b again..
i dunno why..i jus did..
bought some necessity..
den bus home on 87...
i jus k.o on the bus..
too tired..
reach compass pt..
hunnie cal called to chit chat!
jess was on the line too..
told them the gd news~
plannin to meet up this weekend maybe..
cux they will be out on thurs~ awesome~!
bought kfc home..
eat, watch tv...
shower..nw..i really..wanna...K.O~!
nitex ppl~!

HAPPY BDAE MY DEAR WIFEY~! LOVE U DEEP DEEP TTM~!

my darling future batchmates~ LET's all WAIT for tat call..once received~! let's
all cum out for dinner again to celebrate officially~!!!

PS. to D-darling,
knw u're flying to mel tmr morning..
hope u'll take care and enjoy ur tour around there~
drink lots of water..
i'll continue my misses..
jia you n enjoy ur flight~!
love u ♥

*hugs & kisses*

FINALS~!

got an sms in the mornin, D touch down early~!
he liked my mission~
at the same time he send his regards for my interview..
wishing mi luck and all..
it was the final management round of interview~
nervous as i was..stress as i was..i was glad to meet nice ppl..
veronica babe was with mi thru out~
happy to say great job to all of us for having done well at the interview~!
finally..after few more rounds of interview we got in~
so...apparently..nw we are guessing..most prob we will see one another at STC den~
hahaa...nw is only left with medical..pass den training's gonna start~
i'm so happy and glad that i did it...well at least i knw i did my best and i'm rewarded with the best results..
credits to D for his tips too..

after the long wait for all paperwork to be done...
decided to have lunch with the babes~
rebecca, my future senior joined us too~
coffee club ftws~
gobble the food down den rush to padang~

work work work~
final day of F1...
with one thing less for thinkin..
i was in a super happy and bubbly mood~!
so work was awesome today...
was suppose to work till 7 but den last min flyer there nt enuff ppl so i headed down to help out~
met my girls suzanne and sharmaine there~ love the 2 swties ttm~
along with areyn, sharon, eve, iris, amanda pang, dawn and etc~
4 hrs of workin..bye bye to sarah den rush back to my darling claire @ dblo booth in zone 4~
lots of fun cheersing for the hard work for all 3 days~
supper with darling claire @ spize~
yummy food..randoms chit chats...
home swt homie with claire~
all pics shall be up on FB after tat siao char bo get's done with uploading~!
tmr's medical check up...
off tat bed..
nitex~

F1 day 2~

DAY 2 was worst~!

draining to the brain juice and physically tiring frm ytd's work...
i headed down to hyatt for the SIA interview...
super shaky..super nervous..STRESS TTM~
many rounds and the thrill gets higher and higher as we pass the stages..
boy i'm glad veronica was with mi~
my teammate frm round 1 up till the end~
happy..pass all the rounds on the 1st day~
tmr's gonna be the final management round..scary~!

after which..headed down to work...
busy busy as ever..FULL SHIFT = Feet gone~
but lucky for the fun grp of staff..i had a great time~=)
work ended..headed down to b for a mission..
as tired as i was..i still wanted very much to complete this special mission...
with the remaining % of my energy level..i completed my swt task..
satisfying...slpy and shag but still i feel swt~ cux i think it's worth it~!

in a few hrs time it will be day break..
u'll be back..
hope to see how ur facial reaction will be like when u see this special arrangement...
still..yup...
hmm...missin tat warm chest...
pls cum back safely..
kk...off to bed..
tmr's gonna be final round~
mus be in gd shape..
best of luck to me~!
nitex

BUSY BUZZY DAY~

long day indeed..
mornin..headin down to get my boots..
den to somerset to trim my ugly eye brows~
followed by rushing to lucky plaza for passport photo-takin...
last stop~

CITY HALL~
work work work~
sharmaine was my partner for the day along with beverly~
happy and simple job..
tirin becux of standin long hrs in boots..
but still..it was fun~!
with all the cars runnin on the track..
it brings back the times where all my RP lovelies work at the 1st F1 event..
wao~~ sound effect of irritation=)

Sharmaine~

purple uniform~

after work ended..
train homie..
i'm so tired..
tmr is yet another super long day..
full shift for mi~! becux nt enuff ppl to work..
well..i look more forward to sun...
cux D will be back~
i dunno wat time but i'm jus happy..
wonder how's his stay overseas?
i miss him..
off ta bed..
nitex

one day tour around SG~!

round and round singapore~
went to so many places today...
NE,E,W,Central..lol..
lesson was so bored..i ciao early..
headed to town to meet tian~
mani pedi session~
super long since i pamper myself~
since i jus got my pay...i shall indulge~

simple nude color becux of interview~

awesome french for feet~

after all done..my babe rushed home cux she gt lesson at 7..
didnt get the chance to snap a pic with her...
while i headed to change some stuff..
den down to ps to pass some stuff...
den off to clarke quay to meet sha for work~
work was super onz~
after work..cabbin home...
currently..i'm plannin for tmr..and worrying for sat..
goodness...i jus hope things goes as planned...
schedule is packed ttm for tmr and sat~!

tmr is all abt gettin my boots frm paya lebar so tat work can wear..
followed by eye brow trimming...den to take pic~
den to pray pray~ den final stop...
to work~!

AS for sat~
major event day~
morning gt interview~
afternoon work..
evening got meeting..
best la..at this rate i think by sun i will be half dead..
well..this is F1..normal..hahah..
kk..i'm headin to bed..
packed all my stuff...
nitex to my bloggie perps~!

D's flying tmr..
jus hope tat things goes smooth for him..
i believe he will do a great job..
mean while do tc on board and overseas..
shall wait for u to be back..
i'll miss u lots..
tc..
♥ love ♥

how long more?

today was jus as simple..
project meetin before class...
lecture was simply filled with jks credit to daniel, our lecturer~
lesson ended..hop onto a bus..
eventually almost got lost..lucky my bb is still with batt if nt..i think gg..
got to ikea tamp to walk around..alone
hmm...the feelin was weird..
but still acceptable?
lol..becux it's like more normal for a grp of friends to go shop there,
family to go tgt and couples to go walk walk see see swt swt...
still...i jus browsed around at the designs of the rooms and all..
had my dinner there too..simple yet filling..
bus home there after..

hmm..jus wonderin how long do i have to wait?
haha..still..stayin alone/single physically doesnt mean mentally i'm alone=)
cux i knw deep down in my heart, tat someone hasnt moved out yet..
instead i think i locked it up..i dun wan u to leave...
stay in there foreva pls...

you said

‎"its always better to be late than sorry"

u hope to see tat it's proven to exist...
wat if i say i'm showin u tat it exist but waiting for u to make it happened?
i'm waiting for tat....
i mean i'm slow n dumb n late in doing stuff..
but it's better den nt doing anything..
i promised wat i promised, might have been late but look at mi nw..
how different am i?
i'm still waiting..nt letting go...
i wont..i'll grip and hold on tight..
i believe one fine day..u will let down tat high wall u set...
to mi and let mi enter tat red lil "hut" ♥ of urs to stay permanently...

off tat bed..packed schedule tmr..
needa buy boots, go sch lesson..but best part is~!
i'm meetin ms tian tian tmr~! manicure session~
n work at nite with sha cux weekends i have work commitments=)
nite nitex...

tiring tues...

woke up only at 3 in the afternoon..
too tired frm ytd's studyin..
showered n prepare..

out to town to meet sha for work~

work was as per normally fine..
jus very bored cux suddenly all quite restless....

after work headed down to new asia bar for an advance bdae celebration~
jus pop by to pass mr E his present, stay for cut cake session den home swt home~

beautiful view~





the bdae boy~ (advance bdae)

act cute~!

after which..home to take the passport and off to m'sia for late nite supper~
yummy food~ fun company..

lok lok~

too tired i k.o on the car..lol
home swt homie...

jus when i tot i was real tired..wanted to really tokku..
the shower woke mi up..nw super awake=.=
tmr got meetin for project..
i dun wanna be late so brain~!
pls hibernate soon if nt tmr i scared i cant wake up on time..
off ta try to k.o..
nitex~

monday~ monday~ monday~

sch in the mornin @ 8.30am..
i was freaking late becux of the jam at adams rd=.=
after lesson ended..
hop onto bus 61 and dwn to vivo..
was suppose to alight..but den tot vivo nth much so might as well..
go BUGIS~
headed down to bugis to shop alone~
bought some stuff as well as my concealer~ haha
walk around...waste time..
hop onto bus 80~
back to sk..
headed home to rest...
till around 8 plus senior K came to pick mi up to collect my cheque..
lol..cux i noob...dunno where is the new office~
but still thanks for the ride senior~
after which supper at midnite curry with the rest of my sec sch seniors~
loads of nonsense and catchin up...
home swt homie~
couldnt slp despite wakin up so early for lesson..
suddenly, msg came, buddy John ask to go study..
so..packed my stuff and out i head to HG to study~

i look so fugly~!

a medium coke and lots of notes~

macroecons is killin mi~
study till 5 plus den walk home~
coolin mornin..with lots of stars..
haha..so long since i saw my starry friends~
home n k.o~

slackish sunday~

was home whole day..
bathing my lil rascal n doing my own stuff..
met up with cussie xuan for dinner at HG mall...
lots of talkin..
i jus cant describe how cute my cussie is..
love her ttm~!
cussie xuan~ hind my advice~ jus go for it..dun wait and miss this gd chance k!
she was real nice to acc mi for soccer match too..
MAN U vs Liverpool
imagine the coffeshop bein full n pack..no seats..
we stand thru the match..haha...
only took a break at the bus stop durin half time..lol..
match was thrilling..i almost tot will draw~ lucky for berbatov~
3-2..MAN U won~
after which...walk her home den i continue to walk myself home..
reach home i was like feelin hungry again..
i think my big appetite is cuming back..
hello fats~! cum back soon~lol...
i think i'm the only girl tat loves fats nw..cux i too bone-y?
whip up a sumptious supper..
maggie noodle with egg and luncheon meat~
lika shiok only..
kk..after the meal..i'm feeling so full..
i'm gettin slpy..
i'm heading to bed~

so happy~ D told mi he scored for his match today~
even though he said he thinks he nv really perform well..
but..to mi he did his best~
gd luck to his exams tmr..
jia you~! u can do it~!

off to bed..nitex

hectic saturday~~~

day was spent home nua-in...
nite was busy busy~
met up with rollers for suzanne's bdae at silk club..
simple party..
hope the bdae girl enjoy herself~!
happy bdae suzanne~ love you~
party was shifted to phuture..
had a great time with my babes, wifey n sarah nt forgettin Leroy,Fredrick,Hyde and sarah's friends on the dance floor..
nt much dancing..but looking at how happy and all smiles my babes were i was affected positively as well=)
met E and Z there by chance too..
but they left early..
met H by chance there too..
but yup..well..
after party..all headed home..
tired tired..
off ta bed...

all pics shall most likely be up on FB~
cux all in wifey's cammie..
my cammie is down..i need a new one!
wifey's having busy weekend..shall have to wait den..
nitex to all..i'm headin to bed~

AWESOME FRIDAY~!

I had an awesome friday~
woke up all early and was late for lesson yet again..
reason...ACCIDENT AGAIN~!
i dunno i suay or wat..2 days in a row..
one accident on each day and both on buses..both on the way to sch..
damn sian~!

still..after lesson...
headed to submit my assignment!
Yeah~! test over..assignment handed in..
time for a relax weekend before resuming on my study for my 1st oct test and interview on sat...

was suppose to meet buddy aloy for lunch...
last min he couldnt book out..but lucky for mi..
cussie bryan and jace asked mi out for early dinner=)
meet up was awesome~
after dinner..rush home to change den out to work...
work was simple..with sha sha all high abt B..
tat silly girl is simply too swt..
after work..was suppose to meet ms audiwee..but last min..cancelled...
headed to subway den to D's place..
simple catching up..i was so tired i dozed off..
only till mornin den i got up..
home swt home there after..
tonite's gonna be a busy nite~
meetin the rollers for suzanne's bdae at silk..
den meetin cussie xuan n ez n maybe aud...
long nite..gonna go take a short nap..
toodles..

A brand new day~ being complicated~!

woke up a few times frm my slp last nite...
becux of continuous nitemare...
till alarm clock rang i oso dunno..
rush to prepare den off to sch to take my marketing test..
bad day indeed cux half way thru the journey..
my bus got into an accident...
lorry bang the bus backside...
haix...already runnin late still like tat..totally suay~!
lucky bus hard enuff if nt i think..cfm i will feel pain somewhere =p

so..uncle apologized and ask us get off to wait for next bus=(
when i reach sch..too late..test started..haix..LL no choice..
looks like i shall have to go get an MC n appeal for this test den..
so waited for all of them to be done..
in the end all pontannnn...all say wanna relax so after test we went off..
wifey promise to go kbox-in with mi..
so we went to cine~!
2 hrs of screamin into mics..
all the emo songs n our fav songs..
ok we both love emo chinese songs can?
pics and video shall be posted on fb or updated on blog once i received it frm wifey~

sing sang sung till 5 left the place..
rush back to wifey's place..she gotta grab some stuff, change den out to work for her..while for mi..i headed down to s'goon north, my old place to get my MC~
long time since i'm back at this place..lots of childhood memories..
after doc..headed to HG mall to meet cussie xuan~
so long nv see her le..she cut her hair and she look so much more mature nw..
neater and swter of cux~
lots of chit chat and catching up..
after which walk her home den i bus back home..
long day..tiring..lots of stuff..
assignment is finally done and ready for submission tmr..
i dunno if i do correctly but hopefully..
off for some tuition-ing on my interview den..
nitex

bet D had a long day at work too..
rest well...
i miss D.

thankful for the results..thankful to have my wife!

cum to a compromise...
cum to an end...
new start..
hope things sail smooth...
shall nt ask for more..
jus hope to find those feelings back..
i dun wanna stand alone..
i jus wan this new start to be new...
no more nonsense n emo..
put myself up...
get ready n prepare for all the challenges ahead..
interview..here i cum..
i'm gonna do my best..
practice n more practice...

1st thing 1st..
back to my test..
focus...marketing test~!
wifey jus promised mi tmr we're gonna sing our hearts out..
we're gonna go out like before..i love my wife~!

compromised...

每当我想靠近 你总会装冷静
眼看你的表情 仿佛已经说明
我只想要证明 我们这段爱情
也许在你眼里 它只是个游戏
我只想要靠近 也很想要抱紧
会想到那过去 和现在新的你
我还想要参与 你的生活点滴
只要你肯相信
我一定会陪你走下去

as the blogpost continues....

part 2~
saw ur new schedule for next month which i guess it's oct..
i suddenly have the tot to turn into mini pocket size...
so tat u can bring mi with u...den we wont be apart for too long...
i wanna see wat u see, feel wat u feel, share wat u experience...
i dun wanna miss a part or any parts of ur life no more cux i've already missed the early parts...

it's been days since we tok..
no reply for text i wonder how u're doing?
u said we could still meet up..we could still chat but why do i feel as if all this were jus sayings n no action...
are u still confused? can i be given back my status..
can i remain as ur baobei n darling?
can i nt leave u..can we start all over again?
can there be a second chance???
lots of Q to asked..lots of doubts to clear..
lots of waiting...
sometimes..waiting is nt tat bad..after all..i get to still be complicatedly involved..n not out...yup...

quotes for today...

Just don't give up
I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in
I won't let you down
It messed me up,
Need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around

tmr's gonna be a stay home day...
work at nite...
sha i need some happy pills frm u again...
nitex

silly act...

Long day out…

Lesson was alrite..
jus tat I totally no mood after I knew my results to my test for macroecons…
I blackout my brain half way thru the test..sad enuff…I flunk…haix…
Was hoping tat at least I get a pass but den…looks like I jus have to buck up for the next cumin one on the 1st of oct….

Had lunch alone at hougang mall’s pastamania…
kill time there till it was around 2plus den I left to Clarke quay as usual to collect the stocks…
Done n bus down to aljunied to collect my cheque but company shift today…
No choice only can go back after the 18th…waste my time..totally…

After which…I dunno why..i jus suddenly felt like going loitering around…hoping to see if fate bring us to bum into each other..or should I say..i tot of camping there to see if u’ll pass by by chance..silly tat is but..haha…I jus find it happy to do so…even though chances are slim but still..jus wanna be tat silly lil girl to try…using the old sch stalking stalker method=p
apparently, lady luck is nt on my side...no sight of u walking pass...
well...

I miss the days..meetin u up after ur work..shopping while waiting for u at the interchange~ u sayin u will fly to me so tat I dun have to wait too long..tat hug and smelling…while waiting for the macik to be done with the malay cakes u bought outside the bakery…the holding hands back to ur place and swt chit chats on how the day went for each of us…

My days feels empty without u…
No naggin frm u feels weird…
No stories frm work or soccer frm u feels weird…
No meetin up lovey dovey session feels ultimately weird~
WEIRD! WEIRD! WEIRD! WEIRD! WEIRD~!
No u = no happy mi…

Everyone reminisces the past…but I wish I stay permanently in the past, 2mths ago…I rather I stay there happily n swtly with u…no worries abt sch starting, work commencing…jus u n mi…n of cux our happy times~

Gonna finish my mac n head home nw…
Better be a gd girl…
Blog again later…
raine is out
xoxo

with love, my promise..

你明白吗
只想在你的身边
我没有勇气 没有力气
真的无法离你而去
你明白吗
只想在你的身边
你的身边 说爱你

i wanna stick to u..
like a sticky gum..thru bad or for worse..
I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart,
you...Who holds my heart...
not gonna give up on u..
nv will...i promise..
till the day i die...

i love ladies catch up session!

sat:
home slacking whole day..
my nite was spend awesomely..
with ms audiwee~ audrey~
lebar to chill..sing sang sung...
lots of singing..it's been long since i enjoyed myself screaming into the mic~

supper at ruichun~
home swt home..

sun:
slping sunday..
catch back all my rest...
d: looks like u had a fun filled nite at butter last nite too..
great to see tat happy smile..
bet u enjoyed urself with ur colleague=)
anyway..after tat chat tat nite, i gave it some tots n tok to a few ppl..
including my mum n ms audiwee..
i think i'm gonna go try..
i hope i can do well n gt in..so tat i can help out financially to my family..
yup..so..i bet all experience ppl~ pass mi all ur experience..cux i'm gonna need it~

kk..gonna go rest..
tmr's gonna be 8.30 lesson~
i'm gonna workhard..pay cum soon~!
cammie is going gone soon~!