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CNY day 9

woke up early and headed out to bf's crib...
waited for bf and his mum to get ready b4 starting out our praying trip~

1st stop...we went to the temple near bf's hse to see see look look plus pray alil to show respect..den we bus down to chinatown and walked a short distance to the famous ma zu temple near raffles place for our actual objective of the day which is "bai tai sui"~

after praying we went for lunch at chinatown...shop for necessity with bf and his mum...
we left for home 1st as his mummy wanted to purchase some other things...
once i reach his place...K.O i went on his bed for 3 hrs...lol...unknowingly, i was having fever so...yup...tat explains my immediate K.O~

after tat...dinner...den home swt home...


CNY day 10

shift work of 3-10...
omg...my atv sux to the core..must buck up..more link sale pls~!!!
haix...i jus hope god will be kind enough to let us start hitting our target each month if not i dun think i'll even get my comission...which means basic pay base on hours drawn each month....SIANSATION~!!!!

worse of all...bf is going for reservice soon...like 9th which is the cuming monday...12 days of reservice...shit lor...like going back to experience the days he was a ns men still under training...haix...i'm so gonna miss him...after having experience freedom for like jus one yr & now back to reservice...haix...gotta spent my sun with him so that i won't miss him too much and really hope he gets nites out...enough time for him to prepare for his sch stuff...& oso enough time for mi to see him~

hmm...after so much of whining abt work and bf...b4 i slp...here's some thoughts tat i have in my head running for the pass few days...

came across a blog entry...on a very special someone of mine's blog...den did i really realise that..yes...i'm out...or should i say forgotten or should i say...no longer a someone in "their hearts"...

ever since ms T's b'dae...i've already felt the gap thru the way they react when i spoke to them...but i really did not expect tat it was so big a gap..got to knw frm the blog post tat they had a gathering during CNY at one of their place and yup...i didn't knw anything abt it...i think it's partly my fault ba...cux i nv put in much effort in tryin to maintain the status between all..i'm a lousy friend and i knw tat...i'm jus disappointed cux not anyone actually told mi abt it...even if i wasn't free..the least a notification i will feel happy becux i still feel i'm part of them...but...yup...i'm more disappointed in myself becux i lost a grp of gre8 pals becux of my bad time management...haix..i can only blame it on myself...

yup..these are jus thoughts of mine...no other meanings..
jus purely my thoughts and feeling...no hard feelings abt it...
i feel much better after voicing out these silly thoughts of mine...pardon my whining...
gdnitex folks~