i'm dying....
mummy and dady doesnt knw abt wat's happenin...
actin as if nth happened is tired...
pretendin to be fine...
forcin myself to eat...
nt wantin them to worry...
still...when all day cums to an end..
when i'm in my room alone...
or out on the streets strollin...
as long as i'm alone...tots starts flooding in....
i hope tat there is a time machine...
bring mi back to the past...so tat i can prevent all stupid things i've done frm happenin..
so tat i wont screw things up....
i keep thinkin to myself...
other than waiting wat else can i do...
been thinkin abt poppin Questions to u like..
can we start all over again?
can we give both of us a chance to start anew?
give it one last chance to make it work?
so that there is no regret...cux at least we tried....
i even tot...if i say i'm dyin...will u cum back to me?
funny tots of endin my life...gettin injured also came floodin in...
i knw it's silly but i cant help it...
studyin hard as promised but by a certain point of time..concentration would be much affected by my tots...
the uneasy feelin lingers...
the insecure feelin surrounds...
one thing for sure...
i'm determine to hold on all the way...
i dun wanna give up...n i will nt!
tmr is the 1st sun without u...
usually my sun is simplified...
filled with u...soccer n snuggling session at ur place...
suddenly i dunno wat i can do tmr...
most imptly i dun feel like doing anything...
i jus wanna lie down and think abt u...
i miss u..really...
i've nv missed a person tat much before..
i hate to emo..but i cant help it...
i miss u lots..love u as much or maybe more than before...
i jus wanna be the one...
the one tat will always be there for u...
i wanna be forever urs...
like our 1st mth gift says..together forever...
off to dream abt u..
do cum into my dreams tonite..
love...
nitex
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