empty was wat i can describe...
wateva i did for today seems all meaningless...
skipped lesson becux was not in the mood and not feeling well...partly also becux of the confusing e-mail sent by the sch...
laid around at home for the day...everything i saw were related to you, ur army shirt, our pic, the gifts but most imptly...our dog...my baby fire...
fire seems to knw tat i'm in a bad shape..all he did was stay close to me...even though he was mostly slping away but he kept mi company...whereever i move he'll follow...barking at mi to play with him making sure i nv go think abt stuff...but...seeing him reminds mi of u and how fire only recognizes u and not others..always sticking behind ur trail...following u around my hse...
our lil silly
i have no feel for anything..ppl asking mi out to dinner, not wanting mi to start thinkin...i rejected all...all i wanted to do was to stay home...didnt have much appetite..no mood to eat too...hmm..seems like a new way to go on diet? haha..i still can jk? maybe on this part only..i think sooner or later i'll be losing the ability to smile?
one more song tat truly express my feelings...another nice song...
记得-张惠美
谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话是我们以后的伤口
过了太久没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后
我们都忘了
这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的
有一天 有一天都会停的
让时间说真话
虽然我也害怕 在天黑了以后
我们都不知道会不会有以后
谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后
我们都累了 却没办法往回走
两颗心都迷惑
怎么说 怎么说都没有救
亲爱的为什么
也许你也不懂
两个相爱的人
等着对方先说想分开的理由
谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中看见了不同的天空
走的太远 终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我 要有两个相反的梦
谁还记得是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话是我们以后的伤口
过了太久没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手说要一起走到最后
我和你手牵手说要一起走到最后
it's still unchanged...
tmr is a work and sch day..
need to try to slp...haven really been slping..
i jus hope i fall aslp at least for a few hours so that i have energy to work...
off to bed..gdnitex
PS. thanks to all my ladies who consoled mi...not forgettin seniors and sch mates too..thank you..i'll try to be fine...i'll try to get back to the normal me...give mi sometime...
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