too tired till i overslpt...meeting start at 11am...i woke up @ like 10.10am...
omg...rush and got prepared...only reach sch around 12.10pm...so sorry fyp girls...i'll try to be punctual in future...
anyway...fyp was in a mess, thanks to our so "helpful" supervisor...now we're are lack of time...
everything is not done...pilot test for our survey and other stuff...it's really killing, we're behind time...
we decided to speak to mr aaron tham...indeed...thanks to him we at least now have a direction and lucky for all the smart co-operation of our team...we manage to come up with all these things...yup...let's work on it girls..we can do IT~!!!
fyp meeting ended around 4pm...brenda left sch with mr bf, efy stayed back to wait for bf, sha sha got training as for eka and me...we decided to head home...walk in the rain to the bus stop...but with our hoodies on...dun wanna fall sick further...haha...
bused to interchange den i separated frm her...last min decision were made to do shop visit so i took train down to city hall to visit my fellow colleagues~ =)
all i can say is...i'm so happy to see them cux it's really been long since i last work...lol...did some catching up with them...became free labour for a moment..help them pack free gift cux they were busy serving customers and changing display...
chris pass by after his work so i left with him to take train~
met his friend ben=) he was playing mr cool..hahah...
anyway thru out the journey...mr chris was busy disturbing mi...lol...
alighted at amk..den bused home...got a letter frm NLB..lol...i have overdue books..mean i have to pay fine..haha..
cook for hungry lil fire...bath him...bath myself and now i'm in front of my lap top blogging=)
jus a lil tots...
i dun uds why i cant jus be myself, play by my rules in my life...why am i always playing according to other ppl's rules...i feel so...lol...i do not knw how to describe...it's like others ask mi to do a task and i will do..i'm like a machine for ppl to control...i like have no choice but to follow..haix...it's like i do not have my own life...i have to abide the rules set by others becux they're more senior? becux they're more practical? becux they're more experience? or becux they jus knw wat is best for mi?
seriously at times i feel sick and tired abt this..but i dunno why in the end i will still do wat others say...i think simply to put it, i'm dumb ba...dumb dumb like me jus need to follow instructions...dumb dumb like mi jus easily believes wat others say...in my world there is no lies..only facts and truth...in order to uds i mus be mature enough to anticipate wateva tat cums...hmm...is tat wat everyone is expecting from mi? i do not knw...i jus knw...i'm really tired...i jus wan to be myself...can i not play gd girl anymore...can i be a bad girl at times? i seriously do not knw...hahaha..nonsensically i type this big chunk of rubbish...ignore mi...i'm just whining ba..hhaha
my ugly med~
ohohoh...did i mention? i'm back on a special diet~hahaha...for today i only ate half a mini beef lagsane=) den drink for the day were 2 ribena and half cup of milk tea with pearl~
POWERPACT...
i'm on special diet frm now on...haha...
okok...
gtg...needa go back to my medication since i'm starting to have sorethroat again~
den slp is wat i think i need most ba
haha...gdnitex
toodlex...
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